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我相信简单就是快乐,希望能够寻找属于自己的世界。。。

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

im simple

i am simple after all
i don't need a fans page where people likes me
i just need a friends page where all my friends concern

i am normal after all
i ain't tough as i could settle everything as it never happen
i am weak as all girls needed care from someone special

i am simple after all
i ain't born with a golden key which i need not to work
i have to work even harder to support my family to get them a better life style

i am normal after all
i ain't travel for fun day after day
i need to work all night long to see the world when the sun rise

i am simple after all
i ain't given a path without any difficulties
i got to find out my way to settle things all by myself

i am normal after all
i don't gain experiences by doing nothing but picking on others
i have been falling, bleeding, get hurts and scars to gain it with my own hands

i am simple after all
i ain't grown up all by my own
i need lots of help and support which is given from others


people who gave me hard time made me complicated
people who do not help and support made me abnormal
but i will never learn without these people
and i will never grow without these people
indeed they are the saviour in my life

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

pressie of 2010

the birthday is over
the christmas is over
should have receive any presents by then
although new year celebration is coming
but i would say count down is usually what we do for new year
instead of gift exchange
let's see what i have got for this year

 Emily & Eirene : lamp to brighten my way
Jeraldine : the angel candle
Rebecca : skin care from Laneige & Clarins
Haley : Pooh iPhone case, nail polish and sleeping mask
Kenny : hand cream & room deco

 the flatten b'day ballon from Rebecca &
the dried rose from crew

 Eirene's photo film &
Jeraldine's tee from Levis

** special thanks for Katherine and Rebecca
they bought me two different cakes
they isn't a full celebration without the cake
thanks a lot **

i guess this is my very first time ever i receive numbers of presents
some people might think they don't cost much
but i would say hearts that count
even if you buy me a scoop of ice cream
or even a simple wishes by sms that count
i don't need a LV bag
i don't need a Rolex watch
neither anything else which cost lots of $$
as long you remember it by heart
friendship is priceless
wishes is priceless
memorizing is priceless
thanks a lot for all the accompany of the year
thanks for the celebrations
really appreciate 
even i could feel the warmth when im away from home
who said friends ain't important
they are very important in my life
i precious them most other than my family
because they are all my second home
which i could rely on
nothing more important than friendship 
who accompany me when im alone from home
felt the sincere from them by heart
which we are all grown up child
we know what to cherish
they are people who im looking forward to meet
after every tiring flight
people who i wanna share things with
i guess this is the biggest pressie of the year
friends who granted to me by GOD
coming to the end of the year
have you found things that you need to cherish
things that you have learnt
things that you have gained
i guess i have found mine
i found the true warmth of my life


在家靠父母
出外靠朋友
这可是真的
好好孝顺父母
真心对待朋友
珍惜眼前的一切很重要喔
今年没做到还有明年
要加油喔!!^.^

Sunday, December 26, 2010

boxing day

Christmas is over
is 26 dec 2010
5 and a half days to 2011
are you guys ready
for a brand new day in a brand new year
im looking forward
to those i have not meet so far
i will see you in the year of 2011
get yourself prepared
welcoming the year of 2011 
happy boxing day to all
^.^

Saturday, December 25, 2010

圣诞节快乐

因为习惯 所以想念
想念家人
想念朋友
想念某某人的陪伴
也因为想念所以感到寂寞
因为心是空的
无法融入任何情绪
圣诞节了
今天的你过的好吗??
但愿所有亲人朋友
拥有一个快乐的佳节
祝:圣诞节快乐

送上我的圣诞蛋糕

x'mas eve

finally got the reply from Jeraldine
manage to meet up for a dinner in town
we know everywhere is gonna be so crowded
so went to Wheelock which we think is lesser crowd
had dinner at NYDC 

guess what??
i have not seen her ever since Mooncake fest
thanks GOD that she is around today
or else i will be having a lonely x'mas at home

my first meal of the day
fish & chips
and a cup of ice mochacino

although she din manage to attend my b'day celebration
but she did not forget my present
an angel candle 
which looks similar to my tattoo
how sweet of her
chose me a present which is similar to me
^.^

time for a walk after feeding our stomach
needed some photo as memory too


auntie don't know how to take photo
cannot see the lighting at the back
anyway thanks to her

back to Taka
look at the crowd
most of them are tourist
no matter where we walk pass
everybody was busy taking photo
we try to "siam" here and there
try not to be in their photos
we walk all the way down to The Heeren 
had Ben & Jerry as dessert

yum~
cookies & cream, strawberry cheese cake and chocolate
i thought we are so full after having dinner??
lol....girls always have space for dessert

did some camwhole at Ben & Jerry's


another bestties in SG
thanks for the accompany
she save my lonely X'mas
had a great catch up with her tonight
decide to walk down all the way
stop over at Dhoby Ghaut
waiting for the count down together
because we don't want it to be in the mrt


there goes the end of the night
* hugsssss for a sweet x'mas eve
great night to catch up although is crowded
most importantly i don't feel the loneliness
will plan for another catch up together with the rest next
as soon as the roster is out
will love to catch up real soon

XOXO

Friday, December 24, 2010

what a day

is another year of Christmas
is a day most people will celebrate
at least to enjoy this festive day
enjoy the holidays
while i am not
im hiding under my blanket
felt the loneliness in me
just so afraid to step out from my door
i guess im afraid to smile on my face
while im not happy in my heart
i guess im afraid to feel the loneliness
while seeing how happy are the others
i never know i would be afraid of that ever
but it happens to me today
on the day where everybody celebrating out there
busy about the gathering with their love ones
im away from home
i don't have a love ones
my friends are all busy partying
you might say i could join the group
ya,...why not??
but not for today
i don't like the bitter feeling in me
i don't like to feel the loneliness
if there is a date
i want it to be a full attention on me
instead of being share with others
just because i want to be selfish for a day
where i like to feel the importance of being me
i have been doing my part to everyone all these while
can i own it for a day??
just a day please??
i hate this feeling
i hate to see myself being lousy
i never know i would be afraid of loneliness ever
i never know i would tears for being lonely
i have no answer to spell this
i have no idea what is wrong with me
i shouldn't have afraid of loneliness
i have been cool about it all these while
am i??
maybe GOD is trying to tell me
is time for me to pick up some happiness in life
my happiness are on YOU
i never ever ask for it
why would i??
it doesn't belongs to me
i shouldn't have ask for any
i believe in my faith
as go with the flow
have a great holidays to all out there

~Merry Christmas loves

Thursday, December 23, 2010

我们都一样

越是脆弱 越是显得坚强
越是痛苦 越是笑容满面
越是害怕 越是显得勇敢
越是孤单 越是显得无所谓

其实我们都一样可悲
其实我们都一样好胜

其实我们都一样~

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

这样而已

看穿了
你也不过是这样而已
说我可悲
你比我可悲
说我可怜
你比我可怜
你就是那么输不起
那么就你赢了!!
因为我把我们的友谊给输了
也把对你的信任给输了。。。

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

sunrise

open your eyes
look at the sun rise
feel the wind blow
listen to the birds
hoping for the best of the day
is the beginning of another day
have you ever think what you gonna do for today??
i never plan
but would have use it wisely as i could
this is a day we earn from GOD
love it and be precious
you will never know when the day you might miss the sunrise

谈何容易

想念着他
一个不会想起我的他
一切来得太快了
也许更需要矜持一点
提醒自己
要回来的幸福不能长久
不想有遗憾
更不想失去
告诉自己至少拥有一个很疼惜自己的朋友
就跟着那风向走吧
让时间带领着我
让它清楚的告诉我
什么才是我生命里
真正属于我的~幸福


虽然遥不可及
却显得它珍贵
虽然必须争取
但更需要自由
时间会告诉我
它是否属于我
幸福谈何容易
勉强不会快乐
一切顺其自然
幸福自然出现
生活需要快乐
生命才有意义

Monday, December 13, 2010

my actual bday

it's another year of birthday
the 13 dec 2010
this is my 22nd b'day
first time ever i wanted to celebrate for myself
so have been asking around if anyone is in town 
so glad that most bestties are around
wanted to book for a buffet lunch
but whichever that recommended by friends are fully book
so decided to have lunch at MOF in Bugis Junction
which i think they sell nice food
and i like the environment too

Sushimi ( how to spell sia?? )

 Emily's order
chicken on the pan with tempura set
( name given by me,..hehe )

 soba with mix vege tempura

i only mange to snap 3
which everybody is so hungry
they just can't wait to eat

thanks Rebecca for the delicious cake
and also a cute Pooh bear b'day balloon 





 make a wish
hope it comes true!!



girls who make my day
thanks for everything - Rebecca
thanks for your visit - Justina
thanks for attending altho not well - Emily
thanks for your lovely camera - Eirene

love it
it would be best without the little girl behind me

this is it
my sweet 22nd birthday!!
thanks all for the wishes
thanks for the presents
thanks for all the loves ~~
i had a great one ever <3

Saturday, December 11, 2010

love life

 love life. Pictures, Images and Photos

i guess everybody know about Alviss Kong's case
have been looking through about this news
what does love meant for life
this is not the first time we read a news like this
there are numbers of people who suicide for love
i dare to say if a person who know what love is
they should never ever suicide because of that
no matter how long were your relationship has been
what about years where your parents take care of you
how about years that they love you
we always think that we wanted to do something
specially for a person who we love in a relationship
but what we have done for our parents
i bet nothing worth more than a parents' have done
if you ever think of commit suicide
think about your family
how much effort they have ever done on you
how much time they have spent on you
how much love they have given to you
our life is given by them
their contributions are most precious in lives
so learn something from here
if you ever know what love is
don't ever give up you life
if you know you couldn't afford love
don't ever say love
lives are filled with colors
include black and grey
when you have step into the grey zone
never say give up
talk to your family
talk to friends around you
let them bring you out of that zone
never look forward to the darker zone
step out to where we belongs to
step into the colors
think how precious life can be
think of people who fighting for life
think how much they needed our life
everyone has their own hard time
we all face difficulties in life
nobody can stay happy every seconds every moments
stay strong and be tough
there are much more interests of life
an argument, a fight even a war could be precious
have you ever miss the moment just to argue with you love ones??
this is how life could be
if we have so much time to be sullen
we should have spend a little time to think of happiness
if you feel uneasy on a person who don't love you
why not you think of numbers of people who loves you
where there is love
there is life
i understand how uneasy it could be
when we come across difficulties
but always remember
if a person who talk about love
will never give up in lives
because we know how lovely a life could be

love life Pictures, Images and Photos

1st bday celebration

Justina visit in SG
brought her for a little shopping
trying new different food
and a little sightsee at Marina Esplanade
thanks for the advance booking of my bday cake
by Katherine and her love
really appreciate that she remember what i love

chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe
my all time favourite

when i'm busy taking photo too



thanks for the simple but lovely celebration
left >> Katherine, me, Emily & Justina

camwhore section
follow by walking down to Merlion
Boat Quay and Clarke Quay
we are were tired
but we had fun 
by walking and resting all along the way
LOL
thanks for the night ladies and the gent

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

06dec10

寒冷的夜里无法入眠
心里好像等待着什么
或是期待着什么
就是说不出来
也许盼望比等待来的痛
因为它是虚假的想象
就像公主在城堡里
想着也许有一天
白马王子会把她从巫婆手里救出似的
当然在童话故事里
总是会有快乐的结局
但现实是永远残酷的
我并不期待白马王子的出现
但我承认我自私的想要把每个人留在身边
那我就不会害怕
当全世界的灯都熄灭以后
我仍然是一个人躲在角落里哭泣
不是因为害怕寂寞
也许只是从没被人棒在怀里疼惜过吧
很好奇在这世界上
某一个角落里有某一个人
那么的感激这世上能有你的存在
会是他最庆幸的事
这会是什么感觉啊??
身边也许会有许多的朋友好姐妹
但怎么说在他们心里
地位能有多高是心知肚明了吧
所以懂得了如何更疼自己一些
欣赏不是爱  喜欢不持久
能有谁来解答什么是永远
上帝把家人朋友送给我就够感激了
还能要求什么呢??
也许我该学习的是知足
不会再期待 不会再勉强
那不可能的奇迹。。。



Sunday, December 05, 2010

month of december

working as a stewardess will always forget about the day
instead we only know the date we flying off or the arrival
mainly we can't afford any lapses
yes,...as we all know
time flies...and here we are the end of the year
the month of my birthday
i guess this is the first time looking forward to it
first time feel like asking around if anybody in town
first time feel like having a celebration
not because i have forgot what happen in the past
but wanted to get myself a memorable celebration once
i guess you will not wanna know how sad
or how bad could my birthday happened before

anyway let's move forward
is already the last month of 2010
looking back what we have done for the year of 2010
nothing is happier than to make few more buddies from work
to have friends to hanging around with when in town
but also the urge of working hard together
instead of getting older
i would say that we have grown up
looking through what we have seen
what we have learned
what we have experienced
we might not done anything towards success
but at least we have done something different
i guess at least i already step out
which i am moving forward
towards a different level in life maybe
it could be another success to achieve

do not be discourage if you have not step forward
there are always chances to drop by
just grab it when you get to see it
let's work even harder for the end of the year
but also to play hard for the festive month
there are more to come
so smile to invite everyday
cherish everyday that is given to us
you will never know there are people
who hoping to see the sunrise day after another

sun rise hawaii Pictures, Images and Photos
cheers and regards by Yvonne ^.^

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

we do have questions

if we ever have to run for success
how far could the distance be

if we ever have to fight for our rights
how much war could there be

if we ever have to fall to grow
how much scar could that be

if we ever have to carry responsibilities
how firm could the shoulder be

if we ever have to hold the friendship
how hard could it be

if we ever have to chase after happiness
how fast could the speed be

if we ever have to tie up a relationship
how strong could a knot be

if we ever have to turn back
how the earth could be

if we ever have to doubt our own
how fair could the GOD be

if we ever have to praise everyone
how peace could the world be

if we ever have no doubts no questions
how happy could we all be
cheers ^.^

Monday, November 29, 2010

for life


 ever since the day we met
since the day get to know each other
ever since we keep in touch
since we hang out one after another

we talk we share
we play we laugh
every moment we spent together
just to let you know

if you say i am your friend
i will say you are my buddy for life

if you say i am your buddy
i will say i will irritate you for life

if you say you ever understand me
i will say i know you by heart

if you say you care about me
i will say i worried about you

if you say you will grab me when i fall
i will say i will hold you every single moment

if you say you like me
i will say i always think of you

if you say you miss me
i will say nothing but smile because i miss you even more

if you say you love me
i will say i can't live without you

do believe me
i might not like to bring it out in words
but i will always think of it by heart
i know and i cherish 
things that you have ever done for me
i will always pay you double the way you pay me
i never know friends in different stages
i will only pick up friends from different stages
no matter who we are
because we will walk along til the end

friends we know
people we cherish
we need not speak in words
we show it by actions
we know it by heart
this is a long term relationship we looking for
here we are
there we go
not to compare how much time we have spent
but how much effort we have pay
the relationship we pay for life

Monday, November 22, 2010

the barrier

our thinking really make our day differently
if you are having good mood day ahead
you will realize nothing could spoil your day
if you feel depress beginning of the day
neither a compliments make your day
people do have emotions
just to see how we handle it 
or how we want to bring it to our days
it may not just gonna affect our day
but it will also affect people around us
i admit that i'm not a person who can handle my emo well
i should say i can not handle it at all
i can be so emo most of the time
i think one of the main reason 
is because i am very stuborn
i don't really listen to others' advice
i keep thinking no one could understand me 
neither anyone cares
i feel bad that i have this thought
while so many people worried
will that be i'm so afraid of believe in anyone
i guess i am
will that be the barrier in me is too high??
which hardly allow people touches my heart
how could i cut down the barrier in me
since we couldn't forget about our memories
maybe i should have build it firm instead of high
so that it could be stride over easier
because i believe i have a soft heart too
just to see if i willing to let go
or to open it wider for the others
give me some times i guess
until the day i would let go everything in mind
or the day someone touches my heart

Saturday, November 20, 2010

emo-ing

the feeling of heart got stuck
feel the difficulties in breathing
got the feeling of take a walk
have the feeling of talking to someone
but you just not doing anything at all
nothing could help
just got stuck by something
since the night before
which was my sleepless night
don't ask me why
i have no idea at all
might got a hint to the answer
but i refuse to know
i just don't want things to happen again
i don't want to get disappointed anymore
just feel emo
while i needed to talk
and there is no one to reply me in sms
neither on the msn
there are so many names appear on the line
there are so many contacts in the phone
where you realize there isn't anyone you can talk to
i might just need something to distract me
out off this stupid feeling
the feeling that killing me
the feeling that burning my heart
i hate this feeling
the feeling of waiting or expecting
yet it was so empty in there
where no one can fill it up

*yes, i was the one ruin everything*

Friday, November 19, 2010

my imaginary dreamland

i doubt myself because you doubt
i expect myself because you expect
i feel the joy because of your overjoy
i feel disappointed because you are disappointed
i eat because you love to eat
i said im fat because you are way so far from fat
i never be slim because you are way too slim
i get emo because you have emo
i get upset because you do upset
i laugh because you always laugh
i care because you said you care
i work really hard because you ask me to work hard
i have no confidence because you lose confidence on me
i will give up because you choose to give up between us
i equal everyone because you choose to equal me with others
i do remember because you never remember
i get annoy because you are annoying
i buy clothes because your wardrobe has all kind of clothes
i dress up because you always dress up
i make up because you never live without make up
i save money because you need not worried about money
i love everyone because you get loved easily
i study because you score without study
i drive because you always lazy to drive
i travel to learn because you never need to learn for knowledge
i keep you accompany because you can't do anything without accompany


isn't that i am living on the other's behalf
not about love
not about relationship
but just a simple friendship
friendship towards friends that i care
their words make the difference
the difference of my emotionals
the difference of my thinking
i did not get myself improve although i care
is that because i overlook myself
to observe peoples around 
follow their requirements
do whatever they do
i always try to be in the group wherever i go
i work hard to catch the steps after everyone
never want to be the best
i can't imagine how much more i have done
isn't this just like a small kids
working hard to catch the attentions of their parents
nevertheless it never works
there i realize i never live in my own life
im just living in the imaginary dreamland
where nobody exist nobody cares


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

magic man??

 
was watching this movie online
which talking about a girl (a writter)
who working in the business field
just to search and date a man in suits
which is mainly for her article
at the same time
she is browsing around for her magic man
a magic man = a dream man
comparing a man after another
see how many points they score
she date a man who fulfill the requirements most
but he isn't the man in suits
broke up after she found him telling lies
she fake a character for her article
who is actually a man works in her office too
she has finish the article and got fired by the boss
after he found out that she is a writter
she got the chance to write for the cover page story
her senior reminds her of the man that she met
and finally she realize she has found him actually
someone she never thought of
he doesn't even score any of her requirements
they seeing each other
and work together everyday
yes,...the boss
this is how we never expect in life
while we working so hard over something
searching for the right person
but we didn't realize they are someone stay by our side all time
which we will forget
sometimes people really take things for granted
never appreciate what is around them
nor things that given to them
open your eyes and look around
did you miss out anything in your life??
you will never know 
don't bring regrets to your life
we have requirements for things we do
but usually it comes out with something the other way
never say it will not happen
everything can happen in life
so please appreciate whatever falls to you
it could be your destiny
every junctions come out with different ways
any of them could be a success to you
only those who do not appreciate
give up half way
will lose in their life
so believe in your instinct
so that any way you choose will lead you to success



** there is no right or wrong in love
go for it if you believe it **

Monday, November 15, 2010

perfect sunday

usually i would rather to stay home if i get a weekend off
because it is very pack anywhere in town
which really can cause you headache seeing the crowd
met Emily and Eirene for lunch today
but it is too bad that Eirene is operating tonight
which she couldn't join us for shopping in town
went Ion in orchard
spent the whole afternoon over there
found an interesting shop
which sell shoes and accessories
call The Little Things She Needs
bought myself 1 pair of shoe

a very cool legging

a skinny jeans

and some accessories for mummy

followed by a seafood dinner
with Emily's friends
guess what??
is my first time having seafood in SG
which they said this is famous in SG
Jumbo Seafood at East Coast Park

veg with eggs and gravy

main dish of the day
chilli crab with bun
had dinner over the joy
met 2 new friends today
we think so hard to plan what to do next
and actually nothing we have done after all
due to a rainy night
which we can't take a walk around in the park
neither movie or anything else
because two of them are doing a morning flight next
so walk a little in Isetan Tampines
and i spent an amount within 30minutes time
Laneige X'mas promotion set
Protection for day & night set

Water Bank essence and cream set
satisfying day!!
the day hasn't end yet
went Frolick for Yogurt


it melted so fast 
while we were so busy taking photos
using an apps of iPhone -- Lomo
it's been a while which i have spend my weekend in SG
specially for the whole day in town
had lots of fun today
and looking forward to another catch up
which should be a cycling section
with some others yummy food of SG