my imaginary dreamland

i doubt myself because you doubt

i expect myself because you expect

i feel the joy because of your overjoy

i feel disappointed because you are disappointed

i eat because you love to eat

i said im fat because you are way so far from fat

i never be slim because you are way too slim

i get emo because you have emo

i get upset because you do upset

i laugh because you always laugh

i care because you said you care

i work really hard because you ask me to work hard

i have no confidence because you lose confidence on me

i will give up because you choose to give up between us

i equal everyone because you choose to equal me with others

i do remember because you never remember

i get annoy because you are annoying

i buy clothes because your wardrobe has all kind of clothes

i dress up because you always dress up

i make up because you never live without make up

i save money because you need not worried about money

i love everyone because you get loved easily

i study because you score without study

i drive because you always lazy to drive

i travel to learn because you never need to learn for knowledge

i keep you accompany because you can't do anything without accompany

isn't that i am living on the other's behalf

not about love

not about relationship

but just a simple friendship

friendship towards friends that i care

their words make the difference

the difference of my emotionals

the difference of my thinking

i did not get myself improve although i care

is that because i overlook myself

to observe peoples around 

follow their requirements

do whatever they do

i always try to be in the group wherever i go

i work hard to catch the steps after everyone

never want to be the best

i can't imagine how much more i have done

isn't this just like a small kids

working hard to catch the attentions of their parents

nevertheless it never works

there i realize i never live in my own life

im just living in the imaginary dreamland

where nobody exist nobody cares