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我相信简单就是快乐,希望能够寻找属于自己的世界。。。

Sunday, February 27, 2011

梦想“快乐”

如果能有那么一天 好想好好实现我的梦想
一个从小设下的梦 但它不是一个伟大的梦
射手的象征是自由 我要追求的梦就是自由

如果能有那么一天 我认识了“释怀”
如果能有那么一天 我会远走高飞
到一个没人懂我的地方 哪怕它是一个荒岛
远离“曾经” 远离“负担” 远离“压力” 远离“情感”
只想当一只快乐自由的小鸟

不管它是雨天,阴天还是晴天
只想当一个会打从心里微笑的女生
这不是懦弱的逃避 而是自我的释放
活着是为了找到属于自己的幸福
而我的幸福就是 “快乐”

我不想要成为单单被爱的女生
我想要成为被崇拜的女神
我希望证明就算没能得到“爱”
我的幸福可以更精彩

不需要总是念着“缘份未到”四个字
心里念着 代表着心里的期待
命运总爱推翻人的期待
越是期待 越是伤痕累累

快乐与痛苦 都来由自己
如果你选择痛苦 没人能为你制造快乐
如果你选择快乐 再多的痛你也不会觉得苦
从“心”出发吧 来一个快乐的旅途
既然已活在这世上
把“心”打开 好好看看这世界吧!!


Friday, February 25, 2011

be happy

i always think happiness is priceless
recently one of my friend telling me that
"money can buy me happiness"
i guess this is very optional
i wouldn't say right or wrong for any statements
it really depends on what you prefer in life
being open about it in this new century
money can really buy happiness in the reality
but most of the time reality will never be fair to us
it is either living in the reality
or living in the fairy tale love story
but being a human we always ask for more
what is fair in life nowadays
i don't see it at all
i don't feel it either
isn't life is too short to be fussy
instead of being choosy in life
i guess it is better to let it be
that is too much works to do in life
that is too much decisions to make in life
that is too much considerations in life
that is too much unpredictable in life
why would you be so obsessive about life
we wouldn't know how short life could be
be happy and cherish instantly
do not hope and ask for the best
otherwise you will never feel contented about life
you will never feel happy about life
stay on your path be who you are
look deep inside as GOD has created you
look around who is always there for you
everyone of us own the happiness exclusively
never compare never complain
the main principle to achieve


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

heal in lies

hiding in the bed sheet

rolling like a baby

holding to my own arms

seeking for your presence

feeling the cold air blast

listening to the love songs

blubbering to my ownself

waiting for the time flies

healing my heart with my own lies


Friday, February 18, 2011

time to reboot Fairy's spirit

TheBlueFairy~thetoughgirly
i would to say i am back
it's time to let go
put it in a positive way
believe it is a good start
i can't promise that i will not think about it
but let see this is not the first time it happens
i can handle it well
think it further it's time to move on
i have got more task to accomplish
i have got big dreams to achieve
so that is it
i don't have the time to wait
i can't affort to slow down on my path
there are plenty of task which awaiting for me
this is to prove i can do it well
this is to prove i will hold it tide
i believe i have done my best
as i always said i grab chances which falls to me
i have tried no matter how it goes
as long i have no regrets being left
another time to remind myself
it will be there for me if it is mine
i shouldn't be relunctant
i shouldn't be pessimistic
as i need not to explain to people who don't know me
as people who know it will support me
i should not be implicate by a person who might not worth it
i should not disappoint numbers of people who stand by me
i shouldn't have let them worried
the past is over
tomorrow would be initial
my fighting spirit is well fully charge
numbers of battlefield are calling for me
theBlueFairy~is reboot

believe smile which bring us luck
believe faith will lead us to success
believe a dream is the preview of future


Thursday, February 17, 2011

"it" is the "path"

it is the entrance lead us to the path

it was just the beginning

it started well in pace

it happens without a contain

it ended in a fastest pace

it has no ending

it is the exit of the path

it is time to leave the path

it was the path we started

it gonna be the path i ended

it will be a path after another

it will always sunny right after rainny

it is tough and pain

it helps to grow

it gonna be over

it will be heal


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

it's painful

there is a storage box

there are plenty of rubbish

but you will never wanna throw 'em

you will never wish to lose 'em

you will see 'em every day and night

you will miss 'em when you are away

no matter what you are doing

it's just there which hardly been removed

how could i forget 'em

why would i keep 'em

it will never be two ways

this is totally painful



Tuesday, February 15, 2011

给女生的话

有太多太多不属于自己的东西
需要放手的时候就该放手

有人说:如果不幸福 如果不快乐 那就放手吧
                如果舍不得 如果放不下 那就痛苦吧

快乐与否 就那么一线之差
都主宰在自己的手里
身边很多人 为了感情而痛苦
让我看透了 感情是如此廉价
不管不愿意 不管不甘心
不是你的 永远不可能属于你的
痛哭吧朋友们 
等待雨天以后 那彩虹的出现
晴天以后 太阳的出现 也许会比较快乐
心放开一点 一切都会慢慢变好的

有人说:因为感情而受伤的人 宁愿不曾有过 那就不会受伤
                不曾谈爱的人 是多么盼望自己 也能曾经受伤那么一次

很多生活上的什么什么 都是因为习惯
因为习惯了陪伴 所以一个人感到寂寞
因为习惯了喧闹 所以讨厌一个人宁静
一个人的床 怎么突然变得特别宽阔
一个人吃饭 再美味也是如此无味
一个人逛街 总是感到那么无趣
一个人看戏 一个人的笑声
一切的一切都是习惯了有一个人陪

爱情是一个人的事
我们爱过一些人 互相影响和改变
即使那一天分开了 改变和影响永远留在自己身上
甚至比爱情还要长久 而我们已无法回到过去的自己了
不管爱过多少人 不管是快乐还是痛苦
我们不是学会了恋爱 而是学会了怎样爱自己
为了追寻爱 我们寻找遗落在某处的自己 
因为爱人与被爱 而了解自己
没有谁比自己爱自己更实在
一个人的日子我们微笑 微笑行走 微笑面对

做一个坚强的女孩
坦然面对 勇敢体会 忘记过去的事 过去的人
不能拥有的 懂得放弃
不能碰触的 学会雪藏
扔掉悲伤和孤寂 摆脱无助和茫然
告诉自己 我可以



Monday, February 14, 2011

爱与寂寞


一个人的情人节 我不寂寞 我不孤单 
 
一个人的情人节 没有想象中的可怕 

只有期待 只有盼望 所以失望

原来爱上 才是真正的寂寞

因为爱上 所以寂寞

不想等待 越是等待

因为爱 所以爱上了寂寞

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

after all

no commitment needed

no promises needed

go as the flow

which could work the best after all

time flies as we move

nothing we could fight against

we shall wait

we shall see

what would be the next thing we waiting for

what would be the best which works

when time permit

it would always be the best after all

to love before being loved

here i am there you are

i will see you when you get there

Waiting love for me Pictures, Images and Photos

Monday, February 07, 2011

配角

或许时间过得太快

事情发生得很快

甚至无法分辨事情的好或坏

但是我真心感觉得到

不是因为寂寞 不是因为孤单

是我自己知道 那是什么感觉

我不明白的是

他们都一样 理由都一样

难道我的感情是如此廉价

甚至可以被大喊 被拍卖

就是那么的一文不值

往往我想要珍惜的 永远都不属于我

我的存在 我的付出 到底是为了什么

根本没人珍惜过不是吗

感情如此 友情如此

我的角色只能够是个。。配角

Sunday, February 06, 2011

沉醉吧!

爱上喝酒 也许习惯

因为习惯逃避 习惯伪装

尽管只是那么一点醉意

足以让我忘记现实的残酷

很多时候 很多事情

来得很快 所以 去得也很快

也许我能够控制一切 放慢脚步

也许还比较容易 甚至可以更靠近成功

偶尔沉醉 失去理智

或许还能祈求会有一个美梦

Saturday, February 05, 2011

一个人

一个人,如果你不逼自己一把,你根本不知道自己有多优秀
一个人,想要优秀,你必须要接受挑战
一个人,你想要尽快优秀,就要去寻找挑战
一个人,敢听真话,需要勇敢
一个人敢说真话,需要魄力
一个人的知识,通过学习可以得到
一个人的成长,必须通过磨练

已经习惯了一个人,习惯了现在生活状态,
习惯躺在床上静静的想,习惯一个人呆在房间,
习惯了深夜失眠,让自己的伤口在心里一点点蔓延。
我不想长大,可是必须要面对长大,
一个人更要照顾好自己,天冷了给自己加件外套,
饿了给自己买个面包,病了给自己一份坚强,即使是一个人,也要好好地开心生活



Thursday, February 03, 2011

二比一

我要的不是白马王子

我要的不是事业有成

我要的不是大富大贵

我要的只是可以陪在你左右

只要偶尔可以碰面

只要偶尔可以聊天

像家人像亲人一样

只要能够拥有关心

只要可以一起分享

也许会更有意义

亲爱的

一个人努力不如两人相伴

既然未来没人能了

不如一起努力打拼

也许发现奇迹果然存在

没有人

也许不会有人和你一样为我做着相同的事
害怕错过我打去的电话再累也不敢入睡
怕我累了饿了说要帮我买吃的
为了不让我感冒牺牲身上的外套为我套上
用你高大的身躯站在我的前面为我挡风
用你温热的身躯抱住我那冷得颤抖的身体
握住我冰冷的双手给它们搓热
当有陌生人靠近时把我给拉住
永远走在我的前方为了帮我打开所有的门
陪我逛我喜欢的店帮我提东西
尽管只是一杯饮料也不让我提
要是没得到任何东西比我还要觉得不甘心
因为知道我累了拉我钩住你的手臂依靠着走
和我一起分享你最爱的蛋糕
告诉我很多很多当兵时的种种糗事
听我很多废话然后说我很可爱
喜欢和我吵吵闹闹
然后轻声骂我是一个固执的小女孩
为了让我好好休息为我关电视盖被调冷气
像哄小孩一样哄我入睡
在离开前给我拥抱感谢我们快乐度过充足的一天

今天的我走在13度的街上
就算很冷但再也找不到你的影子
再冷再累你高大温热的身躯再不会出现

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

清晰的梦

你不懂得
你的微笑可以那么迷人
你的温柔是多么温柔
你的照顾是那么的无微不至
爱上一个人原来可以是在那么一瞬间
只要短短的三天
早已让我掏心掏肺
两个人相处的开心
到后来成为一个人的痛
那是多么的一厢情愿

你不懂得
说再见以后的我
躲在那温热的洗澡水里有多么无奈
那水洒的再大
也无法盖过我那痛苦的哽咽
那眼泪早已参杂于水
透过那水管流到远方
而你的拥抱是多么清晰
它告诉我那遥不可及的未来不会有你

只有我清楚的知道
这不是一场梦
可是它比梦来得更遥远
因为它很清晰
却是那么的琢磨不定