About Me

My photo


Thursday, July 30, 2009


i am suppose to meet one of my friend today
and she has invited me to attend a meeting at sports club
which is actually AF
they are all christian
they will gather at least twice a month
and most of them have been joining for quite some times
they believe in God very much
some of them did their sharing today
ya..is not my first time to go church
i roughly know what is it about
if you ask me what is my religion
i would say my family are buddhist
in my ic i am a buddhist as well
but i would rather say myself a free thinker
because i know that it is assist if you believe in it
in this meeting
everyone is so nice, so friendly and being so warmth
they are just like a family
actually im kind of shy person
dare not to speak out too much in front of peoples
specially when they speak english
because i admit my english is so lousy
still have lots to learn
but i don't mind joining them for further or next meeting
because for us a foreigner in singapore
we don't have our family here
not even lots of friends
so i would say no harm to meet more friends
or to join any activities here if it is good for us
i really learned a lot today
gonna meet them on saturday night for a huge function
everyone who believes in God gonna attend this
i heard is over thousand or more than that will attend
wow...sounds cool huh??
im looking forward to this huge function =)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


finally decided to attend kickboxing class
this is my very first time
im so excited
wondering what is it about
herm,..such a tiring exercise
an exercise with a little of aerobic dance
but this is more to self defense
i felt like fainted because of oxygen deficit
but of coz i didn't
i think is such a long time i did not really work out
that is the reason why i feel like fainted
i think i should have build up my physical strength
so that i could do much better in the next and future class
i have decided to do more body work out
time to stop my unhealthy life style before it is too late
i have set my target
i want to get back to my previous body
before everyone laughing at my size
since i have broad body
so i should not have too much fats on my body
or else it doesn't looks good at all
i knew it so i wanna fix it

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

pictures in my mind

you might not believe it
i have it as my pet once in my life
it looks scary but i think it is cute
but i will never get them as my pet ever again
once i look at it
a lot of pictures come across my mind
my past...my memories...
although it doesn't come with a good ending
but i think it was a great one
i mean a great memory

Sunday, July 26, 2009

before flight

food that i have order while waiting for my wakeup call from the hotel
Nasi Goreng...with satay
another half an hour to go
enjoying my food since i still have some time to leave for flight
and watching another Barbie Doll show...lol
hate myself so much
i will never get to slim down ever
something that my friend taught me once
she said eat is kind of release when feeling upset
im should have doing my own way
sigh =(

what am i doing??

i have thought of possing a stupid photo while im doing mask at home
kind of stupid reaction i think..haha
but is too ugly i have thought
but today is really boring after came back from dinner
so just post whatever i have
besides,..im watching Barbie Doll cartoon here
ya..you might think that i am childish
but i would rather to watch this kind of childhood shows
than whatever shows other channels are showing
let me tell you the truth
because im scared
once i turn to another channel
there are showing some haunted
or whatever scary scene
so i rather to stay on this Barbie Doll shows...=P

Thursday, July 23, 2009

we set our dream

everyone have their dream
whatever it is
is so important to us
dream lead us to success
dream bring us improvement
it doesn't matter how big or far your dream is
people without a dream is the poorest guy in the world
whatever we doing today
is our start
is our way
to our dream
what's yours??
i have set mine
once i wanted to be a irs stewardess
now here i am
what's next??
taking courses to get self-improvement
looking for more knowledge
looking for fun in my life
looking for another success in my life
and of coz a better life for my family
once a dream had come true
never stop by
keep looking forward
there are more waiting for us
don't be afraid to get failure
there is success after the failure
fulfill a dream doesn't show how good i am
but dreamS can prove more about myself
im looking forward to a brighter future
stand by me
step out together
and get what we really want
fight with the barrier
we have to prove it
we can do it

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Nanjing-Hang Zhou

the day started with a 3 hours journey from Nanjing to Hang Zhou
and the first thing to do before we started our tour
we had lunch at this restaurant which is well known with some noodles (la mian)
and this restaurant is already operated for 100 years

" Hong Shao Dong Bo Rou "

" Xia Ren "

don't know what is this call but i know this is duck

" Liang Ban Tau Fu "

don't know what is this call as well...hehe
is an appetizer which taste a bit like " Chiang Fen "

photo taken before we leave the restaurant
is Vannessa at the middle and Erin on the right
we are all Malaysian oh!!
Ipoh-Penang-KL girls.......cheers!!
lunch taken and time to go for sightseeing
we are heading to the WestLake
which is a must to visit in Hang Zhou
a scenic place to visit

i guess you can feel how sunny out there?? hot-nya!!
this is a small lake i guess
there are a lot of turtles and gold fish in the lake
and this nice looking stone carving or whatever it is called...hehe

just feeling cute to squat down there to take a shot
yeah!! beside is a nice carving i have thought
the entrance of " Lei Feng Ta "

eh,...auntie want to ' cheong geng '
haha...additional one more auntie behind the scene...

i always thought chinese like to walk
but there is a escalator
save some energy and perspire
especially during this super hot weather...lol

this is a pool where people throw money into it to make a wish
make a wish make a wish....wish my dreams come true

is too hot where we really need a fan
is only 10 remimbi each
this photo taken at the basement of the pagoda
we think that the door or gate so called is beautiful
and there my elephant thigh being shown...paiseh neh!! =P
yup...is time to go on top of it to take a look of the view around

" Lei Feng Ta "

after the photo taking section at the pagoda
let's go and get some sourveniors
this is the Pure-Silver Pagoda of King Asoka
this is carved with the life story of Buddha
there is a gold coffin preserving the Buddha's hair remains in this pagoda
this is all what we sight see
because the weather is too hot where you would not want to stand out there even is just a minute

and then we decided to visit the tea farm
where all the " Long Jing Cha " produced

this is the end of our tour in Hang Zhou
wish i could bring my mum some days
but it is not gonna be in this weather
probably during end of winter which is not too hot nor cold
sigh...is another 3 hours journey to reach the hotel
see ya!! ;p