im simple

i am simple after all
i don't need a fans page where people likes me
i just need a friends page where all my friends concern

i am normal after all
i ain't tough as i could settle everything as it never happen
i am weak as all girls needed care from someone special

i am simple after all
i ain't born with a golden key which i need not to work
i have to work even harder to support my family to get them a better life style

i am normal after all
i ain't travel for fun day after day
i need to work all night long to see the world when the sun rise

i am simple after all
i ain't given a path without any difficulties
i got to find out my way to settle things all by myself

i am normal after all
i don't gain experiences by doing nothing but picking on others
i have been falling, bleeding, get hurts and scars to gain it with my own hands

i am simple after all
i ain't grown up all by my own
i need lots of help and support which is given from others

people who gave me hard time made me complicated

people who do not help and support made me abnormal

but i will never learn without these people

and i will never grow without these people

indeed they are the saviour in my life

pressie of 2010

the birthday is over

the christmas is over

should have receive any presents by then

although new year celebration is coming

but i would say count down is usually what we do for new year

instead of gift exchange

let's see what i have got for this year

 Emily & Eirene : lamp to brighten my way

Jeraldine : the angel candle

Rebecca : skin care from Laneige & Clarins

Haley : Pooh iPhone case, nail polish and sleeping mask

Kenny : hand cream & room deco

 the flatten b'day ballon from Rebecca &

the dried rose from crew

 Eirene's photo film &

Jeraldine's tee from Levis

** special thanks for Katherine and Rebecca

they bought me two different cakes

they isn't a full celebration without the cake

thanks a lot **

i guess this is my very first time ever i receive numbers of presents

some people might think they don't cost much

but i would say hearts that count

even if you buy me a scoop of ice cream

or even a simple wishes by sms that count

i don't need a LV bag

i don't need a Rolex watch

neither anything else which cost lots of $$

as long you remember it by heart

friendship is priceless

wishes is priceless

memorizing is priceless

thanks a lot for all the accompany of the year

thanks for the celebrations

really appreciate 

even i could feel the warmth when im away from home

who said friends ain't important

they are very important in my life

i precious them most other than my family

because they are all my second home

which i could rely on

nothing more important than friendship 

who accompany me when im alone from home

felt the sincere from them by heart

which we are all grown up child

we know what to cherish

they are people who im looking forward to meet

after every tiring flight

people who i wanna share things with

i guess this is the biggest pressie of the year

friends who granted to me by GOD

coming to the end of the year

have you found things that you need to cherish

things that you have learnt

things that you have gained

i guess i have found mine

i found the true warmth of my life

在家靠父母

出外靠朋友

这可是真的

好好孝顺父母

真心对待朋友

珍惜眼前的一切很重要喔

今年没做到还有明年

要加油喔！！^.^

boxing day

Christmas is over

is 26 dec 2010

5 and a half days to 2011

are you guys ready

for a brand new day in a brand new year

im looking forward

to those i have not meet so far

i will see you in the year of 2011

get yourself prepared

welcoming the year of 2011 

happy boxing day to all

^.^

圣诞节快乐

因为习惯 所以想念
想念家人
想念朋友
想念某某人的陪伴
也因为想念所以感到寂寞
因为心是空的
无法融入任何情绪
圣诞节了
今天的你过的好吗？？
但愿所有亲人朋友
拥有一个快乐的佳节

祝：圣诞节快乐

送上我的圣诞蛋糕

x'mas eve

finally got the reply from Jeraldine

manage to meet up for a dinner in town

we know everywhere is gonna be so crowded

so went to Wheelock which we think is lesser crowd

had dinner at NYDC 

guess what??

i have not seen her ever since Mooncake fest

thanks GOD that she is around today

or else i will be having a lonely x'mas at home

my first meal of the day

fish & chips

and a cup of ice mochacino

although she din manage to attend my b'day celebration

but she did not forget my present

an angel candle 

which looks similar to my tattoo

how sweet of her

chose me a present which is similar to me

^.^

time for a walk after feeding our stomach

needed some photo as memory too

auntie don't know how to take photo

cannot see the lighting at the back

anyway thanks to her

back to Taka

look at the crowd

most of them are tourist

no matter where we walk pass

everybody was busy taking photo

we try to "siam" here and there

try not to be in their photos

we walk all the way down to The Heeren 

had Ben & Jerry as dessert

yum~

cookies & cream, strawberry cheese cake and chocolate

i thought we are so full after having dinner??

lol....girls always have space for dessert

did some camwhole at Ben & Jerry's

another bestties in SG

thanks for the accompany

she save my lonely X'mas

had a great catch up with her tonight

decide to walk down all the way

stop over at Dhoby Ghaut

waiting for the count down together

because we don't want it to be in the mrt

there goes the end of the night

* hugsssss for a sweet x'mas eve

great night to catch up although is crowded

most importantly i don't feel the loneliness

will plan for another catch up together with the rest next

as soon as the roster is out

will love to catch up real soon

XOXO

what a day

is another year of Christmas

is a day most people will celebrate

at least to enjoy this festive day

enjoy the holidays

while i am not

im hiding under my blanket

felt the loneliness in me

just so afraid to step out from my door

i guess im afraid to smile on my face

while im not happy in my heart

i guess im afraid to feel the loneliness

while seeing how happy are the others

i never know i would be afraid of that ever

but it happens to me today

on the day where everybody celebrating out there

busy about the gathering with their love ones

im away from home

i don't have a love ones

my friends are all busy partying

you might say i could join the group

ya,...why not??

but not for today

i don't like the bitter feeling in me

i don't like to feel the loneliness

if there is a date

i want it to be a full attention on me

instead of being share with others

just because i want to be selfish for a day

where i like to feel the importance of being me

i have been doing my part to everyone all these while

can i own it for a day??

just a day please??

i hate this feeling

i hate to see myself being lousy

i never know i would be afraid of loneliness ever

i never know i would tears for being lonely

i have no answer to spell this

i have no idea what is wrong with me

i shouldn't have afraid of loneliness

i have been cool about it all these while

am i??

maybe GOD is trying to tell me

is time for me to pick up some happiness in life

my happiness are on YOU

i never ever ask for it

why would i??

it doesn't belongs to me

i shouldn't have ask for any

i believe in my faith

as go with the flow

have a great holidays to all out there

~Merry Christmas loves

我们都一样

越是脆弱 越是显得坚强
越是痛苦 越是笑容满面
越是害怕 越是显得勇敢
越是孤单 越是显得无所谓

其实我们都一样可悲

其实我们都一样好胜

其实我们都一样～

这样而已

看穿了
你也不过是这样而已
说我可悲
你比我可悲
说我可怜
你比我可怜
你就是那么输不起
那么就你赢了！！
因为我把我们的友谊给输了
也把对你的信任给输了。。。

sunrise

open your eyes
look at the sun rise
feel the wind blow
listen to the birds
hoping for the best of the day
is the beginning of another day
have you ever think what you gonna do for today??
i never plan
but would have use it wisely as i could
this is a day we earn from GOD
love it and be precious
you will never know when the day you might miss the sunrise

谈何容易

想念着他

一个不会想起我的他

一切来得太快了

也许更需要矜持一点

提醒自己

要回来的幸福不能长久

不想有遗憾

更不想失去

告诉自己至少拥有一个很疼惜自己的朋友

就跟着那风向走吧

让时间带领着我

让它清楚的告诉我

什么才是我生命里

真正属于我的～幸福

虽然遥不可及

却显得它珍贵

虽然必须争取

但更需要自由

时间会告诉我

它是否属于我

幸福谈何容易

勉强不会快乐

一切顺其自然

幸福自然出现

生活需要快乐

生命才有意义

my actual bday

it's another year of birthday

the 13 dec 2010

this is my 22nd b'day

first time ever i wanted to celebrate for myself

so have been asking around if anyone is in town 

so glad that most bestties are around

wanted to book for a buffet lunch

but whichever that recommended by friends are fully book

so decided to have lunch at MOF in Bugis Junction

which i think they sell nice food

and i like the environment too

Sushimi ( how to spell sia?? )

 Emily's order
chicken on the pan with tempura set
( name given by me,..hehe )

 soba with mix vege tempura

i only mange to snap 3
which everybody is so hungry
they just can't wait to eat

thanks Rebecca for the delicious cake

and also a cute Pooh bear b'day balloon 

 make a wish

hope it comes true!!

girls who make my day
thanks for everything - Rebecca
thanks for your visit - Justina
thanks for attending altho not well - Emily
thanks for your lovely camera - Eirene

love it
it would be best without the little girl behind me

this is it
my sweet 22nd birthday!!
thanks all for the wishes
thanks for the presents
thanks for all the loves ~~
i had a great one ever <3

love life

 

i guess everybody know about Alviss Kong's case

have been looking through about this news

what does love meant for life

this is not the first time we read a news like this

there are numbers of people who suicide for love

i dare to say if a person who know what love is

they should never ever suicide because of that

no matter how long were your relationship has been

what about years where your parents take care of you

how about years that they love you

we always think that we wanted to do something

specially for a person who we love in a relationship

but what we have done for our parents

i bet nothing worth more than a parents' have done

if you ever think of commit suicide

think about your family

how much effort they have ever done on you

how much time they have spent on you

how much love they have given to you

our life is given by them

their contributions are most precious in lives

so learn something from here

if you ever know what love is

don't ever give up you life

if you know you couldn't afford love

don't ever say love

lives are filled with colors

include black and grey

when you have step into the grey zone

never say give up

talk to your family

talk to friends around you

let them bring you out of that zone

never look forward to the darker zone

step out to where we belongs to

step into the colors

think how precious life can be

think of people who fighting for life

think how much they needed our life

everyone has their own hard time

we all face difficulties in life

nobody can stay happy every seconds every moments

stay strong and be tough

there are much more interests of life

an argument, a fight even a war could be precious

have you ever miss the moment just to argue with you love ones??

this is how life could be

if we have so much time to be sullen

we should have spend a little time to think of happiness

if you feel uneasy on a person who don't love you

why not you think of numbers of people who loves you
where there is love
there is life

i understand how uneasy it could be

when we come across difficulties

but always remember

if a person who talk about love

will never give up in lives

because we know how lovely a life could be

1st bday celebration

Justina visit in SG

brought her for a little shopping

trying new different food

and a little sightsee at Marina Esplanade

thanks for the advance booking of my bday cake

by Katherine and her love

really appreciate that she remember what i love

chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe

my all time favourite

when i'm busy taking photo too

thanks for the simple but lovely celebration

left >> Katherine, me, Emily & Justina

camwhore section

follow by walking down to Merlion

Boat Quay and Clarke Quay

we are were tired

but we had fun 

by walking and resting all along the way

LOL

thanks for the night ladies and the gent

06dec10

寒冷的夜里无法入眠

心里好像等待着什么

或是期待着什么

就是说不出来

也许盼望比等待来的痛

因为它是虚假的想象

就像公主在城堡里

想着也许有一天

白马王子会把她从巫婆手里救出似的

当然在童话故事里

总是会有快乐的结局

但现实是永远残酷的

我并不期待白马王子的出现

但我承认我自私的想要把每个人留在身边

那我就不会害怕

当全世界的灯都熄灭以后

我仍然是一个人躲在角落里哭泣

不是因为害怕寂寞

也许只是从没被人棒在怀里疼惜过吧

很好奇在这世界上

某一个角落里有某一个人

那么的感激这世上能有你的存在

会是他最庆幸的事

这会是什么感觉啊？？

身边也许会有许多的朋友好姐妹

但怎么说在他们心里

地位能有多高是心知肚明了吧

所以懂得了如何更疼自己一些

欣赏不是爱  喜欢不持久

能有谁来解答什么是永远

上帝把家人朋友送给我就够感激了

还能要求什么呢？？

也许我该学习的是知足

不会再期待 不会再勉强

那不可能的奇迹。。。



month of december

working as a stewardess will always forget about the day

instead we only know the date we flying off or the arrival

mainly we can't afford any lapses

yes,...as we all know

time flies...and here we are the end of the year

the month of my birthday

i guess this is the first time looking forward to it

first time feel like asking around if anybody in town

first time feel like having a celebration

not because i have forgot what happen in the past

but wanted to get myself a memorable celebration once

i guess you will not wanna know how sad

or how bad could my birthday happened before

anyway let's move forward

is already the last month of 2010

looking back what we have done for the year of 2010

nothing is happier than to make few more buddies from work

to have friends to hanging around with when in town

but also the urge of working hard together

instead of getting older

i would say that we have grown up

looking through what we have seen

what we have learned

what we have experienced

we might not done anything towards success

but at least we have done something different

i guess at least i already step out

which i am moving forward

towards a different level in life maybe

it could be another success to achieve

do not be discourage if you have not step forward

there are always chances to drop by

just grab it when you get to see it

let's work even harder for the end of the year

but also to play hard for the festive month

there are more to come

so smile to invite everyday

cherish everyday that is given to us

you will never know there are people

who hoping to see the sunrise day after another

cheers and regards by Yvonne ^.^

we do have questions

if we ever have to run for success

how far could the distance be

if we ever have to fight for our rights

how much war could there be

if we ever have to fall to grow

how much scar could that be

if we ever have to carry responsibilities

how firm could the shoulder be

if we ever have to hold the friendship

how hard could it be

if we ever have to chase after happiness

how fast could the speed be

if we ever have to tie up a relationship

how strong could a knot be

if we ever have to turn back

how the earth could be

if we ever have to doubt our own

how fair could the GOD be

if we ever have to praise everyone

how peace could the world be

if we ever have no doubts no questions

how happy could we all be

cheers ^.^

for life

 ever since the day we met

since the day get to know each other

ever since we keep in touch

since we hang out one after another

we talk we share

we play we laugh

every moment we spent together

just to let you know

if you say i am your friend

i will say you are my buddy for life

if you say i am your buddy

i will say i will irritate you for life

if you say you ever understand me

i will say i know you by heart

if you say you care about me

i will say i worried about you

if you say you will grab me when i fall

i will say i will hold you every single moment

if you say you like me

i will say i always think of you

if you say you miss me

i will say nothing but smile because i miss you even more

if you say you love me

i will say i can't live without you

do believe me

i might not like to bring it out in words

but i will always think of it by heart

i know and i cherish 

things that you have ever done for me

i will always pay you double the way you pay me

i never know friends in different stages

i will only pick up friends from different stages

no matter who we are

because we will walk along til the end

friends we know

people we cherish

we need not speak in words

we show it by actions

we know it by heart

this is a long term relationship we looking for

here we are

there we go

not to compare how much time we have spent

but how much effort we have pay

the relationship we pay for life

the barrier

our thinking really make our day differently

if you are having good mood day ahead

you will realize nothing could spoil your day

if you feel depress beginning of the day

neither a compliments make your day

people do have emotions

just to see how we handle it 

or how we want to bring it to our days

it may not just gonna affect our day

but it will also affect people around us

i admit that i'm not a person who can handle my emo well

i should say i can not handle it at all

i can be so emo most of the time

i think one of the main reason 

is because i am very stuborn

i don't really listen to others' advice

i keep thinking no one could understand me 

neither anyone cares

i feel bad that i have this thought

while so many people worried

will that be i'm so afraid of believe in anyone

i guess i am

will that be the barrier in me is too high??

which hardly allow people touches my heart

how could i cut down the barrier in me

since we couldn't forget about our memories

maybe i should have build it firm instead of high

so that it could be stride over easier

because i believe i have a soft heart too

just to see if i willing to let go

or to open it wider for the others

give me some times i guess

until the day i would let go everything in mind

or the day someone touches my heart

emo-ing

the feeling of heart got stuck

feel the difficulties in breathing

got the feeling of take a walk

have the feeling of talking to someone

but you just not doing anything at all

nothing could help

just got stuck by something

since the night before

which was my sleepless night

don't ask me why

i have no idea at all

might got a hint to the answer

but i refuse to know

i just don't want things to happen again

i don't want to get disappointed anymore

just feel emo

while i needed to talk

and there is no one to reply me in sms

neither on the msn

there are so many names appear on the line

there are so many contacts in the phone

where you realize there isn't anyone you can talk to

i might just need something to distract me

out off this stupid feeling

the feeling that killing me

the feeling that burning my heart

i hate this feeling

the feeling of waiting or expecting

yet it was so empty in there

where no one can fill it up

*yes, i was the one ruin everything*

my imaginary dreamland

i doubt myself because you doubt

i expect myself because you expect

i feel the joy because of your overjoy

i feel disappointed because you are disappointed

i eat because you love to eat

i said im fat because you are way so far from fat

i never be slim because you are way too slim

i get emo because you have emo

i get upset because you do upset

i laugh because you always laugh

i care because you said you care

i work really hard because you ask me to work hard

i have no confidence because you lose confidence on me

i will give up because you choose to give up between us

i equal everyone because you choose to equal me with others

i do remember because you never remember

i get annoy because you are annoying

i buy clothes because your wardrobe has all kind of clothes

i dress up because you always dress up

i make up because you never live without make up

i save money because you need not worried about money

i love everyone because you get loved easily

i study because you score without study

i drive because you always lazy to drive

i travel to learn because you never need to learn for knowledge

i keep you accompany because you can't do anything without accompany

isn't that i am living on the other's behalf

not about love

not about relationship

but just a simple friendship

friendship towards friends that i care

their words make the difference

the difference of my emotionals

the difference of my thinking

i did not get myself improve although i care

is that because i overlook myself

to observe peoples around 

follow their requirements

do whatever they do

i always try to be in the group wherever i go

i work hard to catch the steps after everyone

never want to be the best

i can't imagine how much more i have done

isn't this just like a small kids

working hard to catch the attentions of their parents

nevertheless it never works

there i realize i never live in my own life

im just living in the imaginary dreamland

where nobody exist nobody cares

magic man??

 

was watching this movie online

which talking about a girl (a writter)

who working in the business field

just to search and date a man in suits

which is mainly for her article

at the same time

she is browsing around for her magic man

a magic man = a dream man

comparing a man after another

see how many points they score

she date a man who fulfill the requirements most

but he isn't the man in suits

broke up after she found him telling lies

she fake a character for her article

who is actually a man works in her office too

she has finish the article and got fired by the boss

after he found out that she is a writter

she got the chance to write for the cover page story

her senior reminds her of the man that she met

and finally she realize she has found him actually

someone she never thought of

he doesn't even score any of her requirements

they seeing each other

and work together everyday

yes,...the boss

this is how we never expect in life

while we working so hard over something

searching for the right person

but we didn't realize they are someone stay by our side all time

which we will forget

sometimes people really take things for granted

never appreciate what is around them

nor things that given to them

open your eyes and look around

did you miss out anything in your life??

you will never know 

don't bring regrets to your life
we have requirements for things we do
but usually it comes out with something the other way
never say it will not happen
everything can happen in life
so please appreciate whatever falls to you
it could be your destiny
every junctions come out with different ways
any of them could be a success to you
only those who do not appreciate
give up half way
will lose in their life
so believe in your instinct
so that any way you choose will lead you to success



** there is no right or wrong in love
go for it if you believe it **

perfect sunday

usually i would rather to stay home if i get a weekend off

because it is very pack anywhere in town

which really can cause you headache seeing the crowd

met Emily and Eirene for lunch today

but it is too bad that Eirene is operating tonight

which she couldn't join us for shopping in town

went Ion in orchard

spent the whole afternoon over there

found an interesting shop

which sell shoes and accessories

call The Little Things She Needs

bought myself 1 pair of shoe

a very cool legging

a skinny jeans

and some accessories for mummy

followed by a seafood dinner

with Emily's friends

guess what??

is my first time having seafood in SG
which they said this is famous in SG

Jumbo Seafood at East Coast Park

veg with eggs and gravy

main dish of the day

chilli crab with bun

had dinner over the joy

met 2 new friends today

we think so hard to plan what to do next

and actually nothing we have done after all

due to a rainy night

which we can't take a walk around in the park

neither movie or anything else

because two of them are doing a morning flight next

so walk a little in Isetan Tampines

and i spent an amount within 30minutes time

Laneige X'mas promotion set

 

Protection for day & night set

Water Bank essence and cream set

satisfying day!!

the day hasn't end yet

went Frolick for Yogurt

it melted so fast 

while we were so busy taking photos

using an apps of iPhone -- Lomo

it's been a while which i have spend my weekend in SG

specially for the whole day in town

had lots of fun today

and looking forward to another catch up

which should be a cycling section

with some others yummy food of SG