what is this?!?

its been a month

having this strange feeling in my heart

have i fallen in you

there is no answer to be given by anyone

not even by myself

which i have no confidence in this anymore

no hope no expectation

because i get enough disappointment

because i get enough hurts

its just a week the moment we have spent

which i know it could be easy to fall

it is difficult to let go

i'm not sure about this feeling

but i know it clearly that i'm missing you

and i know it clearly this is not as deep as in love

just feeling like a fool

where i'm so use to stare at the blank screen of my phone

either the wallpaper of my computer

waiting for you news

a feeling which i'm trying to hold it back

which i will not have any expectations nor hopes

this is good enough as it started smooth

as long i get to hear from you

as long i get to see you

i know nothing better about you

neither you know anything about me

this is just a start

which we wouldn't know what's fated on us

i will like to give it a try if it is given to me

i just wish everything goes as normal it could be

as smooth as i wish

as natural as it is given to us

what i could do at this point

just wish to hear from you as often as we do

to see you as normal as meeting a friend

let's God draw us the way we could go

always believe the way which given to us is the brightest way

there is always a reason whichever way that's given to us