i'm lost

most of the time

we will not get things that we ask for

instead it happen to be the other way round

so i choose to be natural

never ask for anything for my life

i just wanna be simple

do things that i want

because it has been so tire to fight

fight for achievement

fight for being important

fight for a better life

isn't it so tiring in life??

that's too much to ask for

since i have stop my desires in life

stop my hopes or expectations

but it still never go as smooth as i wanted

problems still turn up

disappointment still appears

what is left in life??

leaving the place which made you down

doesn't mean that the past is gone

we tend to think of it still

this is how memories drop by to say hi

the sadness, the happiness that you will never forget

what do you think

when people telling you that you are good to be alone

am i needed to be alone all the while til the end of life

what's the meaning of being here then??

i got no answer

although there is no big deal which cause me to death

but what's the point for me without any thoughts in life

what do i want??

i don't know anymore

all i have is just living day by day

without an aim

without any hopes

living like a loser

because i got nothing to ask for

i don't even know what im looking for anymore

im totally lost,....so lost

cause i really think im just living my life for others

i just want to pay back what is given to me

i just want to take care of people around me

i ain't mighty

i ain't sacrisfiying

im just doing my part

im just doing my best in my life