fed up

we shouldn't have trusted a person

we shouldn't have helping anyone

this will get us into troubles

which i hate troubles

this thing started when i thought of helping a friend

and this brought me into big troubles

its already 3 months

yet it hasn't being solved

and i am the one running up and down

thinking what i can do to solve it

while this 2 fellows being so dramatic in their life

now telling me that another month needed

so what am i suppose to do now??

wait?? how could i??

have been waiting for 3 months

and i felt my heart beat pumping like hell

given a chance being nice

because im so afraid that i will lose everything in the end

and the news brought up to me is another month??

so what should i do??

im fucking angry and worried

while not knowing what the other parties are doing

really get so fuck up for trusting peoples

what's that for being so nice to others??

why should i have to be so soft-hearted??
im helping you guys and who help me??

isn't it i am the one who get hurts in the end??

i hate it!!!!!!! damn it!!!!! fuck it!!!!!!!!