a sick me.....=(

finally my business class tratining is over
together with my observing flight for business class
really don't understand why senior expect so much from us
as in 1st or 2nd time working in business class
haven even finish one task and ask for the next task
do i look like a spider??
with 8 hands or legs??
ya,..i admit that i am slow
but at least give me some times to pick up lo
i am fast enough as a new girl lo
can even take meal order for 30 passenger by myself
keep asking me to do something else when i am still doing something
end up the other person will blame me never do that well
sigh....such a tiring flight
i'm sick, work like crazy, and being nag like nobody business
but at least someone will still say thanks for my help
or else they will work til hair falls lo...okay!!

luckily Corinna and Katherine came to pick me for dinner after flight
so feeling better now...haha
it is sweet to have friends pick you up from work
had dinner at the airport, see doctor, buy winnie the pooh,....
went to tampines for a drinks....and order 2 slices of cake
sounds so fattening ho??....
don't care d la....i am sick...need food to gain energy...lol
came home and sleep....my stomach is full of food...........
feels like it is going to burst....haha
but i really enjoy the moment with friends anywhere
as long as there are friends for me
especially in SG

ok come back to my throat
i have never been so sick like this before
and it has been on and off for about one month
never had a sexy voice like now
and i am going to work still
because i don't want to use up my mc
since there is only a turn around flight
anyway i wish it will be over soon
because it is very painful when i talk
can you imagine you gonna talk to 300 passengers??
opps,...it gonna hurt my throat a lot man,.....
anyway...weather gone bad recently
do take care everyone....

2012

Tsunami, SARS, earth quake, H1N1,...etc
will it really be the end of the world in 2012??
from what we saw and what we know
all these are natural disasters
nobody knows why is all this happening
why must all this happening??
isn't it sad to see people lossing their love ones
but why people doesn't seem like appreciate their love ones
until the day they leave them

don't you feel like the God is like giving us warning??
have you ever think that this might be some punishment to humans??
God created such a beautiful world
God brought humans, animals, naturals on earth
but seems like the God creature is being destroyed nowadays
people burn the forest, cut the trees,
people fight within one another
as we can see from the movie
they are going to die the next minute
but still they are fighting
hows the contry or the world gonna be
if only the leader is survive without their populations??
how are they gonna work out a new world??
they know how important they are to give order
but do they ever know that
people who listen to their order??
without these people
nobody gonna help them

what the scientist said is very true
everything will be alright if they help one another
why must people buy for their life??
and even those who paid for it get betrayed
people who put so much effort being abandon
without people who pay for it
without people who build the ship
how are they going to be survive??
rapacity in humans are too strong
which can destroy themselves even the world
don't you think so??
people desire to get higher in place
people desire to be billionaire
people desire to be own everything
people desire to be the top man of the world
anyone out there wish not to be good in everything??
anyone wish not to be rich??
but why can't people help one another in place??
problems can solve in many ways
but they always take the same option
which is to hurt one party to get what they want
aren't they have feeling??
don't they understand that things people have
is from a lot of hard work by themselves??
but those demon can just get it with just an order
or even a sentence of words
how cruel people can be??
are they really happy in life??
i can be so upset just when i said a word which may have hurt someone
but how can they living in the world without feeling guilty??
but when bad things happen
the first thing they will ask for forgiveness
if they know how it can hurt someone so badly
why do they wanna do it in the first place??
humans are complicated
we might not understand ourselves sometimes
how sad it is??

i guess God will wanna see us supporting each other
instead of fighting and hurting each others
no matter what religion we are
no matter what skin colour we are
doesn't matter what's our blood type, whatever it is
i guess we are in the world
just because of the person who create us
He is our father
He create us, create everything for us
so we are all family
like what the America's President announce to the peoples
"we are now family
we are all gonna lives in the dark together"
people have the right to know the truth
so he choose to stay
how great is this leader
he is not afraid of death
he choose to stay with his peoples
to help them and support them at the last moment in life
because without these people he will not be standing on top
leader should stop using their power to bully people
without their support, without teamwork
nothing can be done so well
i believe what is in my mind
we will be happier by helping one another
no matter how small little thing that you have done
you will be satisfy compare to standing up there without respect

anyone can be rich
knowledge in us are more expensive than money
without knowledge you will never get money
you will never get things that you want
do not stand there by saying "envy"
instead work on it, do something to get yourself "rich"
but do it base on your own conscience
people will be willing to support you all the way
instead of stepping on others shoulder without caring their feeling
people,....appreciate life before it is too late
appreciate people around you
God has His reason to arrange them along your way
no matter they are your loves one or your enemy
tell yourself " what goes around, comes around"
no matter how bad the people treated you
do not fight back
they will get it from someone someday
take it as a learning process
never trust people like them in future
from then you will grow up
to be someone much better than them
never do it to any other people
i believe when you treated someone nicely
they will not want to hurt you as well

i use to be one of those
standing there just to see how lucky are the others
but i already understand the principle in it
i have been working hard to get what i want
instead of doing nothing, open my palm and get money

i might get what i want now

people who do not know might think what i am doing now is easy
but they never see the hard work behind it
sometimes simple can be happier
you might not understand
but you will know it when you get to experience it
i have gone through the very hard time
it might be better now
but i want it to be better
at least do things that i really looking for
something which i could feel happier
no matter how difficult it is
i want it to be done
because i want my family to get better life which they deserve
compare to people who are on top of us
and always look down on us
i will never hate them
but i will tell myself to work harder
so i can climb over them
and my family can get over all this unecessary things
what is wrong to have normal and simple life
i never cross over your border
so don't come over ours too
just live your own life and learn to respect people
we are all the same
we are just human being
you yourself do nothing to get what you want
you have no qualification to complain people who work hard
if you keep doing that
end up you yourself will be the one who suffer
think about it yourself
people who have did it to me before
read it with your eyes open!!

Rheinfall in Zurich

it is a miracle to me

that finally there are someone who wanna go out in Zurich

we decide to go to Rheinfall

the biggest waterfall in Europe

from the hotel to the train station

take a train which is about 1 hour journey

here we are

somewhere very near to Rheinfall

we just need to take a bus tram no.1 to the destination

it's only few stations away

thanks for people who helps us along the way

walking down to the Rheinfall

we all were so excited

can't wait to see the biggest waterfall in Europe
erm,...you won't feel anything when you walk down

but it was tiring when you get back

specially during winter....lol

hoho,...this is the waterfall we looking for

and we actually pass by when we are in the train

we thought this isn't the one
because we expect it to be very big n tall....lol

a little disappointment

but still we think this is very nice scenery
so girls,....time to snap

this is winter

there are no greens around

this is good enough for me

at least it looks good in the picture

someone said that it suppose to be nicer during summer

you can see fishes jumping out from the water

and you can take the boat to climb up of the rock

can you see the rock at the middle??

that's the one
and can you see some renovation on the top right??

the local told us that we actually can walk up there as well

but wrong timing for us

they are having renovation....sigh!!

maybe i should come again in summer

i guess this is a very fun journey for four of us

we were talking laughing all the way

taking photos together

thanks for the accompany for this tour

it is now part of my memories =p

my volcano

something which happen too fast too sudden
an irrational decision
a wrong decision
could lead us to an unhappy ending
one party need to be rational
no matter how insane is the other
disappointment vesus heart borken
former would be better than latter
disappointment could be taken away
once heart broken it hardly be heal
latter could lead to long term sadness

problems can be solve in many ways
as road comes with junctions
you choose the one you prefer
humans are always selfish
no right or wrong for being selfish when neccessary
you never know what's next if you refuse to turn in
take a U turn when you regret
it may be somewhere very far away
it may be no U turn along the way
we won't know which is the right way for us
do try even it fail instead of you never know the answer
fight for what we want
is our right to know the answer
to know the truth
to make things clear
your statements are clear enough
and i know you are not the one im looking for
i can't promise what's gonna happen in future
at least i know it is within short period of time

i got the answer
i never regret and i never will
it helps me to found the answer in me
this might be the right junction
i've threw out what i refuse to admit in the past
i've the courage to tell what's in me all this while
i could share it with others
nothing to shame about when you tell the truth
not everyone have the guts to express themselves
be proud if you can do it
do appreciate if you have someone to share with
a lock which is deep inside me is now unlock
is like a volcano which brew out
although the party who involve do not know the truth
at least there are someone who i can share with
some feeling which is hard to describe in words
but it's no longer a sad one
memories are always the best
it's our experiences
lessons which give us motivation
which helps to push us go further
is sad that if people who has no memory
although is a bad one or sad one
i would rather to have it
because it is how we grow up
and teach us to appreciate the happiness we had

shopping day *-*

i think its been 2 months i did not buy any new clothes
so wanted to do shopping so badly recently
suppose to do it last saturday but it was a rainy day
so went out again today
spent at least 2 to 3 hours walking but get nothing
erm,..ok la...a scalf and a hair band
but i decided to get back to the shop
where i saw a lot of jackets
which is so my style....lol
so finally manage to get myself a coat and 2 t-shirts
with some discount from the cantonese speaking uncle
hehe,...seems like mood is coming
keep on walking,...went to MNG, Zara and Esprit
manage to get a winter coat from Zara Kids....lol
is very cheap which you couldn't find from adult department
a dress for my cousin's wedding and 2 tees on sales
woo-hoo...i am satisfy now....=)
girls will never satisfy la by right
but i am satisfy for today....lol
might wanna get something else from H&M
when im going to Zurich next week
wish to have UK flight
so that i can go Primark
to get more cheap stuffs...hehe
i know how to control not to over budget
don't worry ya,....;p

真相=假像

這個世界上,

真相只有一個,

可是在不同人眼中,

卻會看出不同的是非曲直

這是為什麼呢？

其實,道理很簡單,

因為每個人看待事物,

都不可能站在絕對客觀公正的立場上,

而是或多或少地戴上有色眼鏡,

用自己的經驗、好惡和道德標準來進行評判,

結果就是——我們看到了假像。

21st key

yea,...i bought myself a key

which most parents will get them one when they are 21 year old

and i'm the one who bought it for myself

which i think is more meaningful for me

this prove that i've grown up

where i can support my own financial

as well as my parents or my family's one

so i don't think i need to get it from my parents

i'm pretty sure both of my sisters never get one

so i will not ask one from them too

it might be my mum's present when im 22

it's not that "present"

is something more like a gift which i will let her keep for me

which represent herself to buy myself a present

i believe this sounds great than if i get one from her

am i right??

actually i have spot them earlier

is a very simple design

but i think this is good enough as long as i like it

my birthday is in december

but i already got it now....lol

1 more month to go

can't wait to wear it on anymore =P