protect yourself

people who know me well know im pretty stubborn

never accept suggestions

never accept advice

never accept compliments

never accept their cares

but i really do appreciate that

always appreciate people who cares

always appreciate people who remember

always appreciate people who stay

always appreciate people who support

but im too afraid to handle all of these

because i believe we came alive with empty handed

there is nothing that is belong to us

too much hopes will cost us disappointment

disappointment which cost us bleed

which i can't afford any of it 

instead of rely on any of it

rather to handle all by myself

we have to protect our own

specially when you are alone

gain more experience when you are alone

this is the only period where you can learn as much

so stay firm and strong

evils love to attack when we are weak

don't accept any sympathetic just because you are lonely

you wouldn't know when they gonna harm you

get to know more friends in life

observe and learn from others

we can always learn and share among friends

but home is always the best place to stay on

family is the only trustworthy person in our life

not say that friend cannot be trust

only if you know them well

but we wouldn't know if they have been wearing a mask 

open up your social network

mix around with different character with different background

there is how you learn to read people

pick reading as a hobby

always seek for improvement

it doesn't have to be rich

it doesn't have to be graduate

everyone can be smart in life

it just depends how you make it work