fed up

we shouldn't have trusted a person

we shouldn't have helping anyone

this will get us into troubles

which i hate troubles

this thing started when i thought of helping a friend

and this brought me into big troubles

its already 3 months

yet it hasn't being solved

and i am the one running up and down

thinking what i can do to solve it

while this 2 fellows being so dramatic in their life

now telling me that another month needed

so what am i suppose to do now??

wait?? how could i??

have been waiting for 3 months

and i felt my heart beat pumping like hell

given a chance being nice

because im so afraid that i will lose everything in the end

and the news brought up to me is another month??

so what should i do??

im fucking angry and worried

while not knowing what the other parties are doing

really get so fuck up for trusting peoples

what's that for being so nice to others??

why should i have to be so soft-hearted??
im helping you guys and who help me??

isn't it i am the one who get hurts in the end??

i hate it!!!!!!! damn it!!!!! fuck it!!!!!!!!

never the best

the clock is working

the time is flying

is another month of the year

there is only a quarter left for the year

while looking forward to a better future

at the same time 

just to do what i can do

and what i should do

no more hopes

no more plans

no more fighting

i just want to go as per normal 

at least for now

my mind is blank to give it a rest

my body is exhausted let's take a break

my heart is hurt to do healing

it will never be too early for future planning

but never too late if you have a dream

i just want peace in my life for this moment

without any pressure

without any burden

is time to enjoy while you have the chance

work hard play hard

always believe we are fated for our destiny

there are reasons why im here today

even reasons for meeting all type of peoples around

it's always a choice given to us

for being good or bad

as long im doing my part

doing the right thing

it will always best to stay on my path

because this is the destiny given to me

i do fight for it

work hard on it

so is time for me to learn how to enjoy it

什么是爱

真正的爱 是沟通

真正的爱 是了解

真正的爱 是忍让

真正的爱 是牺牲

真正的爱 是尊重

真正的爱 是信任

真正的爱 就算无法牵手 无法拥抱 无法一起生活

只要愿意把心打开 把手放开

让他得到他要的幸福 过他要过的日子

看到他的快乐 看到他的幸福

只要他是健康的 开心的活着

重要的不是拥有 而是他懂得

就算付出再多 得不到回报

但是他知道你的爱 得到你的祝福

懂得珍惜你们之间的情谊 还是一样幸福的

人都是寂寞的 只是一旦幸福过

所以无法再回到原点

日子总是要过 地球还是在转

世界上有太多不一样的爱 更需要我们去珍惜

千万不要因为失去了一份爱 而放弃了其它你所看不见的爱

亲情 友情 都是我们所拥有的一份爱

只是爱情都把它们给淹没掉了

既然失去了 就更要懂得珍惜其它的

不要到最后失去一切才来说 太迟了

其实没有永远 因为我们都得离开

重要的不是回报 而是你奉献了你的 爱

everything new!!

sorry for leaving it not updated for a week

was busy packing to shift 

the same time pack and unpack for work

and the worst is the internet connection was down

couldn't online at all

it was a boring yet busy week i would say

it's been waiting for a year

since my lappy having some setting problems

which is my connection will goes on and off 

and you guess what??

i have been surfing net in such a condition for almost a year

and im waiting for the day i shift

so that i could get myself a new gadget

which is my iMac

and im now shifted to my new room

whee~im lovin all this

although my room is now smaller

but i think is nicer,...hehe

anyway its just like a hostel to me

as long is comfortable for me to stay over

but my wardrobe is not yet done

so im just gonna show you my new gadget first

let's see how my baby born....lol 

iMac in the box before open it

the screen 

last but not least

the connection tool

wireless mouse and wireless keyboard

which is the best gadget i ever get 

after my Canon DSLR

they are the perfect match i guess...hehe

i can online on my bed so far away from now on

whee~love it

田馥甄-寂寞寂寞就好

Hebe 第二波主打