变了

伦敦下雨了

街上的人依然很多

我一个人穿梭在人群中

没有任何挡雨的道具

身上穿着那天和你一起的外套

心里想着怎么天气突然变了

是因为你的气息让天空变了吗

虽然很冷

但是没了你为我挡风

没了你的体温

但是我不再颤抖了

不是我不怕冷了

而是我一个人必须坚强了

show off!!

what do you think when someone said that you are pretty

most of the time we thought is always best to looks good

have you ever thought that being beautiful is more precious??

this is when i heard this for the first time in my life

when strangers looking at you telling how beautiful you are

not to judge from the outside how you look like

but they say is all the inner beauty which shown on your face

they ain't people who need to entertain me for any benefits

but they are just people who work with me for the first time

telling me from their experiences by seeing so much for years

first time ever i feel great with such a meaningful compliments

by comparing myself with another two girls of my age

the big boss : "Yvonne is a good girl and very leng lui, 

                      how can it be real that she is not attach"

the senior stewardess : "Yvonne is not innocent, she is a mature young lady"

the boss i work with : "Yvonne is very beautiful, 

                                     the inner beauty that shown on her face"

if i ever met them earlier in my life

i would have gain tons of confident 

but it will never too late

i hope i would not disappointed them

with what they have seen in me

i would have do much better

to carry myself and get myself improve

as a better person which belongs to my mama

to impress more people in future

and make my mum proud~

ps~whether is real or fake

i would take it as a support

appreciate for what i have heard

i hope i have work hard enough so far

lots more to work on

far away to future

let's cheers for who i became

also looking forward to see a better me~

i will be back

don't know what is wrong recently

have been drinking a lot

not so sure what am i doing that for

just don't feel right doing such anymore

i need my healthy life style back

i would rather to have more peaceful days like before

although doing nothing with no aims

have to stop all the emo shit in my mind

really can't wait for my annual leave anymore

i wish to go home for the first time

to stay home be mummy's princess

meeting up friends for tea, dinner or even supper

which is more like things that i always do

will not miss out all the hometown food this time

gonna eat them all within a week

but a little exercise as well

maybe calling for the badminton sections again

can't wait no more

need to pick up my fairy's spirit asap

guess everyone has been waiting for me for a long time

i will be back ~ ^.^

date over the mic

 

 bff ~ Rebecca

we will never wanna waste a day or two

not even an hour or two

will always try to make it

fully utilize our day off in SG

specially for our favorite things to do

shouting over the mic section

play the music and sing it out loud

there is where we had fun always

most importantly is to catch up over the meal

 lunch of the day

the Burger shop

yumilicious ~ mushroom & cheeseburger

favorite ~ lemeleme cam with iPhone

不过如此

有很多事情是无法被掌控的
就像当你渐渐爱上一个人般
它可以发生在那非常简短的相处
它可以发生在那轻微的相识度
随时随地不顾那飞逝的光阴而产生

很抱歉

我在毫无自知的时候

对你有了一丝的期望

因为我在你身上

得到了我所追寻的安全感

可是我却再一次确定

男人，是不可信任的动物