累了

看透了 累了 无力了

很多事情不需要亲身体会也能够明白

其实你们都一样

都爱好撒网捕鱼

总是自私的认为

上钩的鱼越多越好

不需要理会上网以后被抛弃的感觉

只顾及自己的感受

其实单身更清楚明白痛苦是什么

只有自己能够照顾自己

心里再痛再苦也都必须保持微笑说没事

因为知道如果自己埋怨

也只会得到更多同情的眼光

因为毕竟一路走来

单身者总是身边好友的最佳良药

我们没有办法忍受平时被需要的自己

会变成被同情的无助者

不是自尊心作怪

只是不希望已经是一个人的自己

因为偶尔的脆弱而被讨厌被嫌弃

一个人的我们除了能够压抑自己

再辛苦也得坚持的我们

要是再失去朋友就真的什么都没了

坚强不就是累了躲在被里痛苦一场

然后以微笑期待着新的一天吗

有多少的梦

醒了就是醒了

至少还有精神梦一场

当你真正的精疲力尽以后

或许长眠是你下一个目标了

努力，坚持，相信，希望

忙碌
是为了自己建立美好的未来

休息
是为了可以走更长远的路

坚强
是为了拒绝受伤害

记忆
可以带领我们慢慢学习长大

成长
是经由很多的挫折与疼痛

时间
最有效于治疗伤口

接受
可以带领我们踏出第一步

解脱
是为了让自己过得更好一些

结局
永远是我们无法预料得到的

相信

是为了让自己坚持迈向我们所想要得到的结果

没有人可以操控命运

没有人能够预测未来

想做的就努力坚持吧

等待可以很简单

可是后悔无法弥补

只要曾经勇敢的追求

没有留下遗憾就好了



黎明之前最黑暗  成功之前最渺茫

有阴影的地方必有光  只要坚持就会有希望

love

On December 21, 2012, 

I want to get a text message saying, 

'If the world ends today, I want you to know that I love you.'

all a girl need is to have someone who can hold her tight

i want

i hope it will come true

i want it to happen

i just want it to be real

can you hear me??

彩虹

不是相信

而是坚信

坚信那雨过以后

一定会有彩虹

我的彩虹依然还未出现

但至少在我累的时候

背后会出现一道夕阳

让它提醒着我

今天是天晴

FGF

catch up with the girls today

just get to know that my FGF will be leaving to state soon

not for too long but two years

feeling a little upset

not because i got informed late

being we have not meet for very long

but im upset for her leaving

a gf who has been my companion for pass 2 years

being my listener, my kaki,.....being a really good friend

although she just gonna leave for 2 years

but its long enough for me to miss her lots

i never know if i were to quit flying 

i never know if i were to leave SG

how much i hate being left behind

in a way

i felt happy for her too

that she has found her true love

found her happiness

is my pleasure to have met you in my life

to be here with me for the pass 2 years

where i never felt lonely away from home

im sure we will never lose contact for the next 2 years

in fact never will in the future no matter where we are

i will never love you any lesser

~dear my FGF

接受自己

我们都不是很完美的人  但我们要接受不完美的自己

在孤独的时候给自己安慰

在寂寞的时候给自己温暖

学会独立  告别依赖

对软弱的自己说再见

 

生活不是只有温暖  人生的路不会永远平坦

但只要对自己有信心

知道自己的价值  懂得珍惜自己

世界的一切不完美

 

你都可以坦然面对

遇见未知的自己

外面没有别人  只有你自己

所有的人事物都是你内在的投射

就像镜子一样反射你的内在

 

当外境有任何东西触动你的时候

记得  要往内看

看看自己哪个地方的旧伤又被触碰到

看看自己又哪些阴影还没有整理好

不要浪费时间在那些外在的

不可改变甚至不可抗拒的东西上

just do it

it doesn't matter what is right and what is wrong anymore

isn't it life is just so unpredictable

not wrong if we choose to do things that we are happy with

i shouldn't have bother so much like before

i should have just do it by heart

isn't that my aim for life

i just wanna be happy

nothing further and it is simple

i will do it for myself once in my life time

we never know what will happen tomorrow

let's cherish time and chances

do it when it falls right in front of you

no one gonna blame you for your choice of living

no one should have affect any decision for your life

i will bare in mind

saying that i will take any consequences for choosing this

a path that i have never been

but worth trying since im ready for that

all i need is your support

whatever it is....i will do my best

just to enjoy max in life before we lose it

all the best for the unforeseen future :)