to love them

is another year end

where all the festival falls
while we suppose to have some holidays
but i wasn't home for my love ones
in fact i never do
due to my job
where i need to be working specially on holiday seasons
also when i felt sick
mum's call but i couldn't ever speak to her
i felt so sorry
when i know that she is so worried about me all times
is gonna be another new year
how scary is time flying

im always afraid seeing my parents getting older

yet i have done nothing for them

a lot may think that i have given them a lot

but in fact i have only given them support in financial aspect

but never in living aspect

i can never accompany them everyday

but only to visit them once in a while

by seeing them getting older every time i visit home

when will be the time i could be there for them everyday

how could be a better way to express my love to them

im so afraid when times come and i will lose them forever

i can never imagine how i could live without them

i hope i could do something better in life

i hope i could have more times for them

when will be the time i could have a better career

which allow me to be with them most time

to travel with them

to shop with them

to cook for them

just want to be there for them

i don't wish to have any regrets towards them in my life

neither to theirs

i wish to have fulfill their wish as being their daughter

not only to make them proud of what i am doing

but also to be there for them anytime anywhere

i want nothing much in life

but only to see the happiness on their face

isn't it that much i can do for them as being their daughter

i believe they have provide me a good enough living in the past

is time for my returns

is time for me to have do something for them

i hope it's never too late for me to prove them my love