burden = happiness

i just had my 22nd birthday in Dec

and i have to start saying that i am 23 this year

this is what everybody afraid of

afraid of getting old

afraid of being old

im not afraid of getting older

just that im afraid that im not doing good enough

i have been thinking of how to look after my own since young

i have to be independent all the time

to take care of myself as well as my family

i decided to took over the responsibility when i was 20

so then im here now

be a stewardess who looks good all the time

but what can i do for the family

just to support them in financial matter

but im not there with them everyday

are there a parents who wish to be away from their child

i don't think so

am i happy with my life

not really

but what??....this is life

we never get any balance in life

we have to choose what come first in our life

this is all i wanted

i want my parents to live well in their second path of their life

is the time for me to take over

is their time to have fun and relax

i wouldn't care what others judge on a steawardess

ya,...im so called just a higher class of waitress

but what??.....im proud of myself

im doing what best for overall

not just for myself

being a waitress doesn't mean that im doing nothing

as long i did not do things which harm others

as long im doing the best for who i am

as long im doing the best for people who loves me

i should be glad that i could be able to take over

at least i felt im needed in the world

not being a nobody out there

i will grap what ever chances that is given to me

i will appreciate any aportunity to learn in my daily routine

i might not a professional

but i have the chance to learn what others couldn't in their life

burden is a way to learn

burden is way of happiness

this is my life

this is who i am

so love your life

love the way you are

every beginning lead to it's ending

every apportunity lead to a success

grab it and do something about it

everywhere could be a success to you

everywhere there is happiness hidden underneath

im looking forward to see you somewhere on the path

we will be there someday

we are all together

we have to go through the same thing in life

so i will see you when you get there ^.^