不想醒来的梦

有的梦再好也有醒来的时刻

好梦不常在不是吗

但至少清醒以后依然能够感觉

曾经有那么一夜我不孤单

你的气息是多么逼真

你可知道我是多么希望

我可以在梦里永远不会醒来

im coming ~ home

one more week to go after 6 months
is time for me to go home
going back to a place where i belongs to
it could be the time to be proven
i have been raise to be stronger
it should be a happier journey to be home
for the special festive with family
for people who have been miss me loads
there i will be for the catching up
fully occupied for the fullest activities
another year to say move on
with loads of love and loads of care

here i come mummy and daddy

here i come the families and friends

傻孩子

傻孩子，请相信，会幸福。

当幸福来到的时候，请敞开胸怀去接受吧，

然后，好好的经营、呵护。

 

用最单纯的感情去恋爱，就好像从没有受伤一样，

不要让下一个人去弥补已经离开的人留下的伤害。

傻孩子，请相信，会幸福。

一定一定。

我会等待

等待那属于我的幸福

幸福的来临

争取吗？

幸福该由自己争取

谁人能告诉我该如何争取

要是幸福根本不存在

或是你根本不认识对方

那不就是有缘无分了吗

姻缘是一个很奇怪的东西

一切只能听天由命

Burlesque

a highly recommend movie for the month

i like it personally and the songs

amaze with Christina Aguilera and Cher's voice

the story is about a small town girl who has a big dream

let's watch the trailer

there are numbers of nice songs

which im dying to show you

Express

Show me how you burlesque

But i'm a good girl

Enjoy the show!!

my love ~

they are all around me where i never know
a small family with lovely parents and 2 elder sister
relative who works in SG together
some who are apart but contactable
group of friends who last for 10 years
numbers of close friend who always stay in touch
bunch of colleagues who cares
they are awesome, lovely and mostly caring
i own more than anybody else
i'm so in love with all my sweetest friends
i'm so in love with all my family members
they are always the best in my world
something that beat anything else
something that no one can buy
seek for your love in your life
they might not sleep next to you every night
they might not someone you get to see every single day
but they are always be there for you
deep in your heart ~

i believe there is the world i belongs to

i am single but never be alone

instead of in love with a person

i am in love of numbers of people who worth it all

forgiven

who have never done things wrong

i believe there are numbers of people doing that

they just manage to hide it well

or just too bad he is a well known person

and too bad he met a unprofessional worker

so that everybody is blaming him for the incident

if you were to do it

then take responsibility on it

he did it and he does apologize for the fault

he was young and childish

think as a adult

this is not totally his fault too

so be fair to him

everybody would have done things wrong

i believe he did well to face the problem

it was the past which is long enough for forgiven

so let's support him for his talent and courage

life is about to move on

廉价的情感

爱情和友情 哪一个廉价

也许它们都一样

有的可以像石头般很坚固

有的就像玻璃很容易破碎

它们窜插着相同的道理

都需要信任 都需要尊重

需要时间经营 需要联系

不需要理会对方是谁

不需要在乎对方的优缺点

需要的是学习包容

需要的是愿意了解与谅解

不得不相信是缘分把人窜连在一起

再怎么不愿意他们都是你生命里会遇见的人

有的人是过客 有的人是一辈子的伙伴

该怎么归类 就得靠自己來挖掘

往往会有很多人选择离开我们

有的无声无息 有的诸多理由

他们的离开总会留下阴影

他们的离开总会是伤痛

但却无法挽留 也无法阻止

受伤的 往往就是那付出的人

到了不一样的时间点 会遇到不一样的人

生活总是离不开伤痛

但伤痛却是让我们成长的由来

学习了承受 学习着放开

地球不会因你跌倒而不再旋转

时间不会为你停顿或倒流

我们的路 该由自己而走出来

小时候不已学会 跌倒以后该自己爬起吗

怎么长大以后就把那简单的道理给遗忘了呢

看开了 其实该惋惜的人是对方啊

你失去了一个不爱你的人 但他失去了一个爱他的人

其实爱一个人可以很简单 但被爱却很难

因为他人的情绪 我们无法操纵

情感真的很廉价

它不能被操纵 它不能被带走

它不属于永远 但是它的存在却是如此重要

坦然发现 我的情感原来是多么廉价

就像那路上的沙子

就算是每天被触摸 但从不被发现

让人总是觉得说 它的存在是生活里必然的

就算有一天失去了 也不会被发现 也不值得惋惜

但是它依然为人们生存着

因为它说这是它唯一的价值

就算不被认同 它却选择了活出自己的光彩

这才是我们活着的使命不是吗

过自己的生活

唯一得交代的人应该是自己 不是任何人

burden = happiness

i just had my 22nd birthday in Dec

and i have to start saying that i am 23 this year

this is what everybody afraid of

afraid of getting old

afraid of being old

im not afraid of getting older

just that im afraid that im not doing good enough

i have been thinking of how to look after my own since young

i have to be independent all the time

to take care of myself as well as my family

i decided to took over the responsibility when i was 20

so then im here now

be a stewardess who looks good all the time

but what can i do for the family

just to support them in financial matter

but im not there with them everyday

are there a parents who wish to be away from their child

i don't think so

am i happy with my life

not really

but what??....this is life

we never get any balance in life

we have to choose what come first in our life

this is all i wanted

i want my parents to live well in their second path of their life

is the time for me to take over

is their time to have fun and relax

i wouldn't care what others judge on a steawardess

ya,...im so called just a higher class of waitress

but what??.....im proud of myself

im doing what best for overall

not just for myself

being a waitress doesn't mean that im doing nothing

as long i did not do things which harm others

as long im doing the best for who i am

as long im doing the best for people who loves me

i should be glad that i could be able to take over

at least i felt im needed in the world

not being a nobody out there

i will grap what ever chances that is given to me

i will appreciate any aportunity to learn in my daily routine

i might not a professional

but i have the chance to learn what others couldn't in their life

burden is a way to learn

burden is way of happiness

this is my life

this is who i am

so love your life

love the way you are

every beginning lead to it's ending

every apportunity lead to a success

grab it and do something about it

everywhere could be a success to you

everywhere there is happiness hidden underneath

im looking forward to see you somewhere on the path

we will be there someday

we are all together

we have to go through the same thing in life

so i will see you when you get there ^.^

累了

我很累

工作很累  负担很累  身心很累
思想很累  梦想很累  期待很累
要求很累  盼望很累  等待很累

也许累了会更好
让那脑袋瓜休息休息吧
果然还是身疲力尽的来到了2011
既然已经付出了
那就只好等待收获的到来吧
不再期望 但却不会放弃
是很重要的勇气
为新的一年 新的希望 努力吧
那么你我的付出就不会是牺牲了
而它会是一条更长远的成功之路