我要的

如果说现在的我很好

如果说我什么都不缺

但是有那么一个渺小的要求藏在心里

一个我看不到，听不到，闻不到的

我要的你感觉到了吗？？

calling for help

when u know is time to go home

but what come first in mind??

money?? career?? future?? family??

nothing seems to be in perfect situation 

what a difficult decision to make in life

things just sound so much easier than doing it

what i can do best for all??

this is when you find out how precious family is 

after years of leaving home

i had enough of loneliness

i had enough of toughness

i do need the support too

sometimes i really think that i can't do it anymore

but i have to remind myself that i have to do it

something that i had promise i will do it

yes, i am doing it 

but how long can it last??

i can't see any bright future anymore

i'm just too tire to think of it

a cripple needed a crutches

a blind person needed a seeing eye dog

isn't everybody need a little helps in life

so where is mine

i really need a huge helper like NOW!!