seeing who i am

people do dream a lot

but i don't

maybe i shoud have say i do not remember

not say never

but only for a few times i could remember

i do day dream instead

i dream if i could be pretty as i use to be

i dream if i could be skinny as i use to be

i dream if i could be confident as i use to be

i dream if i could be happy as i use to be

i never know they have left me someday in the pass

i never know falling in love could loss everything

i never know how important is love to live

since when i realise they are all gone

since when i realise i need to get them back to myself

but how could i

is there a spell to have get them back right now

altho is more important to be who i am

to be who i have became

experiences which help me get here for who i am

instead of get back to the pass

isn't it a bigger challenge to know who i am

i got to love myself more

look deep inside

where beautiful and confident came from

i believe there is a long way to go

i have better start learning today