我要的

如果说现在的我很好

如果说我什么都不缺

但是有那么一个渺小的要求藏在心里

一个我看不到，听不到，闻不到的

我要的你感觉到了吗？？

calling for help

when u know is time to go home

but what come first in mind??

money?? career?? future?? family??

nothing seems to be in perfect situation 

what a difficult decision to make in life

things just sound so much easier than doing it

what i can do best for all??

this is when you find out how precious family is 

after years of leaving home

i had enough of loneliness

i had enough of toughness

i do need the support too

sometimes i really think that i can't do it anymore

but i have to remind myself that i have to do it

something that i had promise i will do it

yes, i am doing it 

but how long can it last??

i can't see any bright future anymore

i'm just too tire to think of it

a cripple needed a crutches

a blind person needed a seeing eye dog

isn't everybody need a little helps in life

so where is mine

i really need a huge helper like NOW!!

me in short hair

had my hair cut finally

been saying to cut short like a year ago

and i finally doing it

had my hair cut @Juno in Seoul

cheap hair cut and professional stylist

being friendly and patient to foreigners

who cares if im looking better in short or in long hair

we need changes in life aren't we?

 which i think im looking cool in short hair as always

i guess it suits my personality

i look more care free after getting my hair cut

hoping that i can find back the previous me

time for a change

time to catch back more confidence

let's get started!!

灰尘般的思绪

忙碌的时候

时间也过得特别快

一眨眼一天一天的消失

像是那灰尘般的生命

总是在人们繁忙的时候

逐渐的成长

一点一点的累计

当你有时间停下来呼吸的时候

它们早已占据了你空间里的每一个角落

总得清理一下那碍眼的灰尘

像是偶尔清理一下自己的思绪

静下心时好好想一想

有些什么也是时候该被处理了

处理灰尘比起处理杂乱的思绪来得容易吧

一片抹布一点功夫一扫而空

那思绪该如何被清理掉呢

也能够有一片抹布吗

还是那轰隆轰隆的雷声

搭配着那倾盆大雨

能够把它冲洗干净

我的思绪因什么事而缭乱

或许我自己也无法说清楚

只是觉得怎么总是有那么多事情得想清楚

心里依然带着疑问也只能够继续走下去吧

期待能有哪一天

灰尘可以彻底的消失

希望自己可以不那么在乎就好了

现实没有长年的春天

偶尔脑里会出现某种生活上的画面

是否想过哪一天在哪里过着什么样的生活

人总是在忙的时候想说能够闲着多好

但是当我们闲着没事却感觉很慌

人再忙还是得休息吧

要是我能够拥有那么一所自己的公寓

面向着哪个城市的美丽夜景

静静的坐在阳台上喝着咖啡

偶尔能够让自己让身心清静一下该有多好

要是我所居住的城市

能够长年的拥有那美丽的春天

白天的天空总是高挂着温热的太阳

偶尔带上凉凉的微风

呼吸着新鲜的空气

或许我会比较开朗快乐一些

忙碌的生活真的让人感觉很沮丧

总是埋头于工作缺乏休息

甚至累得病倒了还得撑着把工作完成

人类的生活不就这样过吗

生活上的压力总是让人喘不过气

但毕竟还是得撑着

生活再苦再难还是要过

埋怨完毕生活依然照常的过

久而久之走着走着却失去了方向

到底我们为了什么为了谁重复着一切

仿佛大家埋头苦干像是在逃避现实一样

为了生活而生活

是否想过其实我们都希望不再被束搏

要是哪一天我自由了

或许哪一天我想通了

多么希望能有那么一天能够真正的为自己而活

找到属于自己的那一段路

做着哪个真心想做的事

打从心里会心一笑这个世界