whatever?!?

just came back from City Hall
meeting with Erika
had dinner and some drinks
first time tasting port
which taste so strong...opps
and i started to feel fainted after my 2nd drink
** wink wink **
this is my very first time i drink and i feel drunk
which is not totally losing my conscious
but is like fainted....lol
but it was fine after a while
come home read my friend's blog
and i realise most of my friend were using black as their background
and im the only one with white background
erm,..i use to used black but not now anymore
because i felt very 'down' to see black so often
haha...just some mindset
but i might use something else to replace my moody day
some words instead??...whatever it is....

a plan which i couldn't step forward

i have known that i have another annual leave next month in october
which i actually plan to go Taiwan
which i dream to go since long long time ago
it is not a problem for me to travel alone
but it seems to be more fun when you get to travel with friends
but is was a sudden plan
so no one could affort the trip
so what's next??
maybe just spend the week in Malaysia
which we can go Malacca or Penang or any other places
be honest that i don't even know where we can go in Malaysia
ya...im sure there are a lot places to visit
but where to??
can anyone answer me??
not even my friends know any of a place
so??...end up still no plan
my heart doesn't feels good
i felt so moody when someone discuss about it with me
which i really feeling so annoying which i can;t think of any other plan
i ask myself why not just go somewhere myself
so that i don't have to bother anyone or anything??
but how??
is already 17th of september
i should have arrange everything at least 1 month earlier
and i need to book and comfirm my ticket at least 1 month earlier
which i don't have enough time to do it now
what to plan??
why must everything come from planning??
can't the last minute plan works well??
is just depends on the one who said so
if you want to go im sure it can works well right??
why must think of so many issues??
who go la how to go la??
sienz......
and the only 2 who can travel with me are being so busy with their work
Danielle and Mun Yee.....i really pray hard which you both can spend time with me
i really wish to do something else for this off days
im too boring to do the same thing over and over again
let's pray hard my girls...
i love you god....please help me...please!! =(

Houston 30aug09

we are now in Houston after Moscow

and preparing to go Nasa (the Space center) follow by shopping

this is the train which brought us around the space center

and there is a tuor guide who gonna explain everything to us

his name is -- JJ

Touch The Moon

this is a cosmos which is 3.8 billion years old

this moon rock brought to earth by the 17 crew of Apollo in december 1972

we spent the whole morning in space center

to watch their video and learn something about the space

is lunch time

just drop by the macdonald next door to grap our lunch

and the most excited moment -- shopping

everyone have prepare their credit card for this very moment

and yes...i have got something which is cheap and i like

which gonna have a longer stay in Houston

so that we can have more time to shop for more stuffs..lol

shopping queen....weeeee........

Moscow~Red Square

my first time to Moscow

and most of us are the first time visitor

to freshen up ourselves once we reach the hotel

and meeting up for lunch and sightseeing to red square

the must see in Moscow

(photo provided by Filo)

all russian...none of us could understand that

and 99% of the local could not understand us

just to try our luck

we get someone to buy the train ticket

heading to our destination -- Red Square

the longest escalator i have ever seen

is scary man...i couldn't even see the end of it

(photo provided by Filo)

here we are Russia Red Square
everyone is busy taking pictures

so do i

is time to eat

everyone is feeling hungry

this is the mall which we looking for

what are we going to have for lunch??

some local food or whatever it is

i'm not so sure too...lol

but sorry,..i don't like it

can you believe??

this is a mall

i like the design and it just looks good

it looks more like a railway station for me...lol

the mini St Basil Cathedral

and this is the original St Basil Cathedral

must leave your name before leaving

sourveniors that i have bought

i am not going to tell you the price..lol

anyway must gather to buy together

and brgain with the seller

and you i'm sure you can get a better price
there have variety of Russian dolls

bigger or smaller??

some with 5 dolls inside

7 or 10 dolls inside....

which ever you like

and different type of painting come with different price as well

remember...must bargain ya!!

opps...Red Square again??

ya...the second day with the other set of crew

which is my batch girl's set of crew

but is wasted that this day is a rainy day

but still everyone gonna enjoy taking pictures around

and i had a better taste of food today

this is Zira,...one of my batch girl

who is the youngest in our batch

im sure im gonna have lots of fun with fun

because she is a very playful girl...lol

this is another train station with lots of nice painting on top and the wall

reach the hotel and order room service for dinner

Zira had salmon and i hav pizza....yummy!!

my favourite blog that i have written in the past

沙滩上的。。。回忆

你是否還記得我們曾經去過的那個海灘呢?
我再一次回到那個地方﹐
可是卻是我一個人了。。
看着那海浪﹑聽着那海聲﹑吹着那海風﹐
回想着我們的過去。。。
我在那裡看到我們曾經開心的畫面﹐
可是卻再也找不到你的身影了。。
看着自己的腳印留在沙灘上﹐
雖然只有那短短的幾秒鐘﹐
可是無法改變的是我的確曾經很努力的去把我的腳印留下﹐
只是那海浪沒有給我這個機會永遠把它給留下。。
那你的腳印呢?
我曾經很努力的去追尋﹐
我也很努力的去跟隨﹐
可是那海浪就是沒有給我那麼一次機會讓我把它找到﹐
就很狠心的把它掩蓋了。。
要是你願意把腳印很深刻的印上﹐
要是你願意放慢你的腳步﹐
我相信今天的我已經可以走到你的身邊了。。
其實在很早以前﹐
跟隨在你身後的我已經可以看見若隱若現的你了﹐
可是卻在我沒有注意到的情況下﹐
我被某些障礙物絆倒了﹐
當我再一次很努力的爬起身時﹐
你的身影已經消失的無影無蹤了。。
要是你願意回頭看我一眼﹐
要是你願意回頭扶我一把﹐
那麼今天的我已經可以與你並肩作戰了。。
當我回到那個沙灘上時﹐
老天爺好像可以感受到我心裡的痛﹐
在我的眼淚還沒有流下之前﹐
老天爺為我大哭了一場。。
站在雨中的我其實已經哭得亂七八糟了﹐
可是卻沒有人知道。。。
我的心也早在滴血了﹐
身邊的人好像醫院里的醫生一樣﹐
不停的在我身邊為我止血﹑為我包傷口﹐
可是我的心早已經流血不止了。。。
其實我的心早已認定你是它唯一的醫生了﹐
無論是再厲害﹑再好的醫生都無法把它給救活了。。。
同一個沙灘﹑同一個位置看着日落﹐
可是卻只剩下我一個人的背影了。。。
在這個下大雨﹑吹大風的下午﹐
我一個人坐在那沒有人敢靠近的大風大浪的沙灘上﹐
卻沒有感覺到任何的害怕﹐
可是卻感覺到特別的孤單﹑特別的寂寞….