彩虹

不是相信

而是坚信

坚信那雨过以后

一定会有彩虹

我的彩虹依然还未出现

但至少在我累的时候

背后会出现一道夕阳

让它提醒着我

今天是天晴

FGF

catch up with the girls today

just get to know that my FGF will be leaving to state soon

not for too long but two years

feeling a little upset

not because i got informed late

being we have not meet for very long

but im upset for her leaving

a gf who has been my companion for pass 2 years

being my listener, my kaki,.....being a really good friend

although she just gonna leave for 2 years

but its long enough for me to miss her lots

i never know if i were to quit flying 

i never know if i were to leave SG

how much i hate being left behind

in a way

i felt happy for her too

that she has found her true love

found her happiness

is my pleasure to have met you in my life

to be here with me for the pass 2 years

where i never felt lonely away from home

im sure we will never lose contact for the next 2 years

in fact never will in the future no matter where we are

i will never love you any lesser

~dear my FGF

接受自己

我们都不是很完美的人  但我们要接受不完美的自己

在孤独的时候给自己安慰

在寂寞的时候给自己温暖

学会独立  告别依赖

对软弱的自己说再见

 

生活不是只有温暖  人生的路不会永远平坦

但只要对自己有信心

知道自己的价值  懂得珍惜自己

世界的一切不完美

 

你都可以坦然面对

遇见未知的自己

外面没有别人  只有你自己

所有的人事物都是你内在的投射

就像镜子一样反射你的内在

 

当外境有任何东西触动你的时候

记得  要往内看

看看自己哪个地方的旧伤又被触碰到

看看自己又哪些阴影还没有整理好

不要浪费时间在那些外在的

不可改变甚至不可抗拒的东西上

just do it

it doesn't matter what is right and what is wrong anymore

isn't it life is just so unpredictable

not wrong if we choose to do things that we are happy with

i shouldn't have bother so much like before

i should have just do it by heart

isn't that my aim for life

i just wanna be happy

nothing further and it is simple

i will do it for myself once in my life time

we never know what will happen tomorrow

let's cherish time and chances

do it when it falls right in front of you

no one gonna blame you for your choice of living

no one should have affect any decision for your life

i will bare in mind

saying that i will take any consequences for choosing this

a path that i have never been

but worth trying since im ready for that

all i need is your support

whatever it is....i will do my best

just to enjoy max in life before we lose it

all the best for the unforeseen future :)