想念的痛

想你的时候 好想看看你的脸

却发现脑海里的你的脸是如此的模糊

但却在某个时候

可能会有那么一秒 你的脸是如此清晰

却发现当我想起的时候 

其实它是一种痛

有一种痛

有一种痛

就像身体被撕裂的痛

 

即使紧紧卷缩着身躯

畏缩在几公斤重的被子里

努力想要压抑着那苦涩的痛

即使感到呼吸急促困难

即使感觉就快死掉

眼泪就是留不出来

protect yourself

people who know me well know im pretty stubborn

never accept suggestions

never accept advice

never accept compliments

never accept their cares

but i really do appreciate that

always appreciate people who cares

always appreciate people who remember

always appreciate people who stay

always appreciate people who support

but im too afraid to handle all of these

because i believe we came alive with empty handed

there is nothing that is belong to us

too much hopes will cost us disappointment

disappointment which cost us bleed

which i can't afford any of it 

instead of rely on any of it

rather to handle all by myself

we have to protect our own

specially when you are alone

gain more experience when you are alone

this is the only period where you can learn as much

so stay firm and strong

evils love to attack when we are weak

don't accept any sympathetic just because you are lonely

you wouldn't know when they gonna harm you

get to know more friends in life

observe and learn from others

we can always learn and share among friends

but home is always the best place to stay on

family is the only trustworthy person in our life

not say that friend cannot be trust

only if you know them well

but we wouldn't know if they have been wearing a mask 

open up your social network

mix around with different character with different background

there is how you learn to read people

pick reading as a hobby

always seek for improvement

it doesn't have to be rich

it doesn't have to be graduate

everyone can be smart in life

it just depends how you make it work

刺猬性格指数

又被我挖掘到了另一个节目

非关命运 － 来自于台湾的节目

当前最流行的是什么？自我提升？

心灵成长？还是知命掌运？

于美人在《非关命运》节目中结合时下最流行的

9型人格学、心理分析、星座等专家群，

让您了解自我、掌握命运！

通过节目你会深刻地认识到：

命运就掌握在自己手中！

看了2011年3月1日的播出

首先由塔罗牌测试看看你的刺猬性人格指数

再由星座分段为三个不同性格的组合

从心理学来解释述说

让你更了解自己的刺猬性格是有多严重

刺猬性格－到底你是刺人的还是被刺的

自我刺猬性格有多难于接受别人对你好

发现我的病还蛮严重的

述说是来自于过去的心灵创伤

别人越是对我好越是受伤

甚至害怕别人对我的好

拒绝别人的赞美

总是感觉他们的好我承受不了

是因为我根本不觉得自己是有多好

有的是因为某些事情根本没有很如意

牵动了心里的一根刺

打到了我刺痛的地方

反而一个赞美会变成了一种挫折感

述说是因为我是属于多疑的人

总是找不到任何一个点来证明自己的好

所以才无法接受别人的赞美

或是别人的赞美不是我要的标准

认为别人对我的好只是同情我而已

想要更了解自己的刺猬指数有多高吗

或是想要了解身边有刺猬性格的朋友

该怎么跟他们相处或帮助他们

就观看这一集的播出吧！！

姐妹淘

http://www.wo-men.com.tw/

一直以来都还蛮喜欢阅读的

但只是对于有兴趣的标题而已

爱上了关注姐妹淘

来自于陶子陶晶盈制作的网站

一个为女性朋友而制的网站

里面设有有关两性感情的话题

有关于美容时尚的话题

有生活娱乐 还有亲子话题

有陶子自己的写作

也有一些明星朋友的写作

让女性朋友更了解自己

让女性朋友增加生活知识

何乐而不为？？

心情不好可以参考参考

心情好时可以参观参观

能够放松心情阅读有兴趣之话题

还可以向有经验的他人学习学习

也是一个很有趣的休闲活动

不需要再当孤陋寡闻的小女生了

有空就去浏览吧！！

当一个时尚尖端的聪明小女人！！