ipoh dimsum

people who born in Ipoh

should know that how yummy is Ipoh dim sum

i can't tell what's the different between HK & Ipoh dimsum

they both are good i would say

might just a little different because of culture

but whoever are now away from Ipoh

will always craving for dim sum

so you will always see long queue during weekends & public holidays

and whenever we are back to hometown

usually that's what in our mind the 1st place

same goes to my holidays this month

plus 2 of my cousins are back too

which they were craving for since they know they are coming back

so we decided to have it this morning

we choose Kou Li at Ipoh Garden Ipoh

because there are only 3 of us

so we did not order as much

but the standard variety were there

"ha gao" "siu mai" "cha siu bao"

my cousin Kimo & lin lin

haha,...must be wondering the name sounds weird

this is what we use to call one another..hehe

everybody has a unique name

anyway i believe my friends who have been to Ipoh

gonna miss all these a lot

because they admit that Ipoh dimsum is really yummy too

so its not only what we said

Ipoh is also one of the heaven of food

just that not everybody knows about it

compare to Penang

Ipoh has their unique taste as well

"nga choi gei" "curry mee" "wanton mee"

there are lots more to mention

basically there are all about food in Ipoh

so unless you have a big stomach

or else you can't finish them in few days

so welcome to Ipoh

but im kind of stranger in Ipoh honestly

because i use to be a geek,..haha

i know nothing other than squash during school time

and i was away ever since i finish my secondary school

plus the changes here and there

i might not even know what's the name for certain area

haha,...i disgrace to people of Ipoh

i will try to find out more and intro to you guys in future

so forgive me k??

and give me some times to figure it out..hehe

not dark, not bright, but grey

there are numbers of people asking about my tattoo recently

most of them are colleagues

some got shock when they saw it

one senior was saying that i look too innocent to have a tattoo

but what basically a tattoo means??

it use to be a sign of gangster or bad guy

but isn't it a body art even a fashion in this era??

do not judge someone so fast just because of a tattoo

someone asking why would i thought of doing it

someone asking why would i choose the design

most probably i would say i want it for a memory

it was a memory to me

it use to be

but when i look at it now

i think it means lot more for me

every single thing of the tattoo has the meaning

like the colour and of coz for the design

which i think i had mention before

briefly repeat it again

the red = the wild in me

wing in blue = freedom & independent 

the fairy is actually myself

which i use to be a negative thinker

everything happens to me was bad

which i don't really see any luck in me

 and someone who lack of confidence

thinking im sucks in everything

which i think i have too much things to settle

while every other people are enjoying in my age

naked fairy which looks tough

in a way hugging her thighs showing the weakness in her

she ain't perfect neither anyone in the world

she needs protection like any other girls do

i can't live without my family

nor without my friends who support me all the way

basically it shows a person who has strength and weakness

not to say i expect everyone to accept who i am

but this is who i am basically

i have learned to appreciate

and see things in a positive way

im no longer the girl who always blame the world

because i believe i have to lose while i gain

and i will not gain without hard work

it helps to remind me how a fool i use to be

happiness ain't given by any others but myself

no point sacrisfying ownself for others

we have to live our own life

it's time to protect myself

live a better and happy life

look at the brighter side

that's the way to get out from the darkness

the entrance to the future

without stepping out

we will not see the sun which is waiting for us

a group of joyful is awaiting for your pick up

this is still not the best for myself

im just helping my love one who needs me

i know i have to fight for my own future

my own happiness

i'm still looking for it

tell me if you see it on your way

because i'm lost now

which i need to look for another junction to get me out of grey zone

not too dark but it is not bright at all

hold my hand to show that you support me

hug me to say that stay tough

even kiss me to tell me where the love is

so that i will not give up easily

it could be brighter than i have thought 

i'm home....

i'm back to my home sweet home

happy seeing my family and friends

at least get to meet someone who is leaving

Li Teng who is leaving to Sydney for her study tomorrow
opps,...one more girl of Eternally is leaving
everybody now split to all different places in the world
when will be the next meet up for Eternally again??
no answer in our mind at all

anyway i don't mind flying there anymore

since i might meet someone i know in Sydney

all the best to you sweety
and will wait for you to come back for summer holidays

also hope to visit you during my stay in Sydney next month

hugs & misses **

day out with Milan crew

its been two months since our stranded in Milan flight

because of the long stay

we get to be so close to each other

hang out, chill out and have fun all the time in Milan

which i organise a meet up section with them today

although only the 5 of us are around to meet up

instead should say that its good enough to gather 5 of us

which we have the common off day in SG

decide to meet up and have high tea buffet at Carousel

which locate at the lobby level in Royal Plaza on Scotts

started from 3.30pm to 5.30pm for S$32 ++

15% discount given for UOB, DBS, and Citibank cardmember

the food are not bad, good spreads and great accompany

really enjoy the moment chatting and enjoy food with friends

although Linder joined us late

which she missed the food

lol....standard things to do

having fun taking photo

since no1 there to be our photographer

so we have to be our own photographer

is even more fun playing in front of the mirror

take a short walk around before we go home

although just a few hours of meet up

at least once in a while

still cherish the time we spent together

having fun chit chatting while enjoying food

hope the next meet up gonna be very soon

cheers and take care girls ^.^

just them....

it's been a while i never blow out the wind in my stomach

my friend help to burst it out today

but it doesnt help anymore

it use to be very release after doing so

i have no idea who are the correct person who could do so anymore

SHE use to be one

but im trying to convince myself saying that she has her loves one now

she belongs to him and she doesn't need me anymore

his support gonna be the most effective to her in future

all she need in future is him

my mission is done and gonna be over very soon

my friend remind me saying that SHE is like a sister to me

yes,...we use to be.....to share to support like family

i said this because our friendship as good as lesbian partner

as good as family....as good as people around us will misunderstand us

we wouldn't care because we know we are not

and we don't think if we need explaination to anybody

even since i left and work in SG

she is the only friend i would call to help throw my troubles in mind

instead of telling her SHE doesn't need my support

in a way im trying to tell myself SHE couldn't support me much in future

SHE gonna be busy with her work, her life, her family in future....

SHE got lots more troubles to come in mind

instead of all my small little shitz

but i do appreciate SHE does help a lot in the past and even now

just sad to know im not the only person who understand her most

SHE mention someone who betrayed her

use to be a person who would say " finally i found you"

im not the one,... neither we need that

we know by heart how important we are to one another

at least i know im the person who she trust most

that's good enough as i thought

there is a HE who promise to look after me if i have any problems

and i told him promises shouldn't be given easily

specially for our case....

people were saying ex-couple couldn't be friend

but we prove that this is not a truth

we are best friend who share who discuss who help and support

someone saying HE is nice to me because HE felt guilty for hurting me once

we know better than anyone else

because we cherish friends who really care

maybe GOD arrange us and fated us to be friend instead

at least it goes further and stable without any "injuries"

because we are the person who being trust

honestly i use to love him very much

although HE might not the one

but at least i know im a special friend to him

someone HE trust and might think to share in the first place

at least i can throw my temper when i feel sad

because HE couldn't fight back....lol

we LOVE and CARE as FRIEND for LIFE

isn't it best when you know there is someone special in your life

to be with you walking next to your path
im even more lucky because i have TWO
for sure there are more to come
i know who are YOU
it might just be my side of thinking
i might be the only one trying to clap
but at least they still offer to clap now 

because no one knows the future