a word

have you ever think of a word to describe yourself??

i should say i never

but a word is given by others -- CooL

how does it describe me??

something which they can't explain to me as well

i thought this will be shown only when i was in short hair

but not exactly

it's just a word for me since collage i guess

because i used to be in short and cool hair cut

and now i realize it isn't come from the appearance

it was something right inside me 

the way i carry myself

the way i behave

i might think the best elaboration is because im independent

i will do whatever i think is right

just be myself and do not care what others think of me

because this is my life

and i need not to explain what i wanna do

i have no idea what transform me into this

i actually have no idea why they put this on me

no much explanations were given

they can't even think of it when i asked them

so just let it be

let it be the word for me

but trust me that i have a warm heart...lol

i guess this is also a reason why

people always think i wasn't my age

and maybe this is best to describe

where the blue fairy does exist